know tat i loved you

its sat again . next week my maid will be going back le . gonna miss her :( not doing anything today . was kinda bored . walk around the house & sleep luh . no mood to online till night . had nasi lakma ( if i never spell wrong ) for both lunch & dinner >.< poor me . went to limbang buy smths . wasted all my money :( nth mush to post leh . my stomach pain again :(

4A3 ' 09 is loved <33

went to school today . was the same . very cold the whole day you know . my hands were cold the whole day . slackslack . cuz lesson was relax . get back math today . was disappointed lah . cuz i failed but i had done my best & i see bit of improvement . not i bhb . is really . last time i dun know how to do de question not get correct . not 1 only . is a few okay . ^^ last lesson was pe & see the those pic up there . this was wat our class was doing during pe . they were too boring & ' helpful ' liao . stack up all the chairs & tables . was laughing luh . haha :D finish school train-ed home . den have tuition . sorry meihui laogong , i cant wait for you today cuz i having tuition today .

BITCHBITCHBITCH !!!

never go school today .. cuz my gastric not feeling well . sleep very late also . thanks for calling me so late ytd night & make me have a sweet dream ytd night . wakeup & online luh . still feel the same . think must be smth wrong liao . msgmsgmsg the whole day . till night i online again i saw smth tat makes me boiling right now . sorry to use caps .

HEY TSEJUN , WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE ? YOU SAID I SNATCH UR BF ? HOLY .. YOU & ALEX ARE JUST AUDI CPL & YOU GUYS NEVER BRK LUH . PLUS YOU ARE THE ONE WHO PUSH HIM AWAY & DUN WAN TO ACCEPT HIM . NOW ITS MY FAULT OF SNATCHING HIM AWAY ? I BITCH ? WOOOO ~ THANKS FOR UR COMMENT . BUT PLS THINK HOW BITCHY ARE YOU B4 YOU SAY ANYTHING LAH . YOU FOOL ME OUT , SAYING ALL THESE THINGS BEHIND ME , NOW WAT ? YOU ARE THE ONE WHO MSG ALEX SMTH LIKE BRK THEN FEW DAY LATER YOU ARE TRYING TO PULL HIM BACK TO YOU . TRYING TO SAY SMTH NICE . HOW BITCHY CAN YOU BE . YOU DARE TO TELL ALL THESE THINGS TO LING , WHY NOT COME & TELL ME URSELF . I WERE CLOSE TO THEM IS CUZ WE WERE ALWAYS ONLINE NOT LIKE YOU . ONLY AT NIGHT . AND THE WAY YOU TREAT THEM . WAN THEM ASK THEM COME , DUN WAN ASK THEM SHOO . HOW TO CLOSE ? YOU TELL ME . WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE ? GOD ? FUCK OFF LAH HOR .

school was okay today cuz its like free period the whole day . almost all teacher never come . talktalk & sleepsleep in class . was sleepy luh . feel weird in school . idk why . finish school wait for meihui . but cuz phone no batt i cant msg her . den i try using chenwei mei de phone see also cannot . ( thanks arh meimei <33 ) wait till half jiu go home le cuz i feel smth is not right . was raining heavily when i was on my way home . walked slowly in the rain & idk why . i just feel moody . reached home was wet like hell . nth much to do today . tat feeling is coming back . its hurts . since this is the path you have choosen , i cant stop you from doing so . no matter how hard i try to get in , i will still be staying outside . goodbyes .

SICKNESS ):

today was just a very badbadbad day for me lah .. cant sleep ytd night cuz dreamed of a very stupid dream . dun say better . those who know pls SHHHH... went to school but im feeling so dame dizzy can . flu was there also . so dame xinku plus school end 3 sia :( finish school walked to gombak with diana :) brought my lunch & home sweet home ^^ reach home finish my food den i started feeling very xinku again . now is stomach not feeling well . feel like vomiting :( dun know will okay mah . ohyah . meihui tmr habing her oral in our school . jiayouss laogong . wo support ni . i wait for you finish den go for lunch tgt bah . see yah tmr ^^

GRR .. im late for 28 mins & now this post date is 25/08 de liao . GRR ... i wanna post for 24/08 de :(

24/08 ( see date arh :x )
school was the same luh .. but im so dame tired . 3am den fall asleep cuz i waiting for korkor reply .. but he fell asleep sia .. ass .. get back some of my results today . not good luh .

social studies 30 / 50
geograhy 21 / 50
chem 21 / 50

haiishh .. if this is my n lvl result im going to say byebye le :( sian luh .. tmr still have school . how i wish all school will close down . finish school jiu go home le . buy lunch & i forget tat today i got tuition . but heng he say nvm so my sis have the tuition hahaha . laugh si wo le . online awhile den go nap le . 4 h of nap ^^ but still sleepy luh . thanks korkor for waking me up but he cannot call :( miss ur voice :x online & nth much luh .. haha .. den zack give me a link ask me go click say is funny de . i click liao is a girl face come out with her screaming .. i was like ' wtf . like tat nia .. scary meh ? ' haha .. maybe is cuz i just wakeup bah . so like no feelings de . hahahaha .. give the link to aiai but she cant open dk why . not fun de luh .. give korkor see he shock dao . laugh si wo le . still chatting with korkor in msn .. think going to off le bah . i wan go back rest . im way too tired :)

silly-ness is all i have

lalala .. dun think i can stop using com for a day . sleepy day for me . morning wakeup fever is gone le but still head still very pain & heavy . used com & lalala .. nth much to say . went out around 4+ i think . train-ed down to orchard to meet meihui & sam . go over to far east gaigai . actually mood was okay de . but received some not very nice de msg . mood sink all the way down . train-ed home alone cuz they taking bus . chat to aiai on my way home . was laughing & haiishh all the way most dulan today is im being fool by this girl call tsejun . knn . fun to fool me arh . childish act . one day you will get it . make me dame dulan sia . kk .. enough of all these . dun wan think bout her . think dao jiu boiling . haiishh . i have decided . i think since this is the decision you have made , i will keep all my feelings to myself from now on bad . maybe im trying to avoid you wat but i have lose hope & trust le . but i know i cant stop myself from msg-ing you . haiishh . im speechless .

wont be online for the next few days bah .

maybe im wrong from the very beginning . i should not have fall or maybe i should have keep this feelings to myself . once you told me some hurtful things , but few days back , you said you wont . wat is wrong between us ? have i said smth wrong ? why are you hurting me times after times . you given me fake hopes & now you are smashing it again . i simply cant walk into ur heart bah . you never know how i feel & i dun thing you have spare a thought for me bah . i wanna say everything out but i cant & i dun know how to say it . if from the very start you know nth can haven between the 2 of us , why do you still treat me so well & now , letting me know its all fake . i rather not know the truth . i rather be staying in tat imaginally world . thanks for giving me all those sweet moment .

today never go school .. cuz i too tired to wakeup .. i wakeup at alot of time okay .. 530 , 615 , 7 , 8 , 10 , 11 . actually 615 i wanna sleep 5 more min de .. but sleep till 7 . wakeup at 11 but still very tired .. lie on bed keep turnturnturn .. msgmsgmsg <33 den had lunch den go batok poly buy mc :x was raining heavily .. waited for like 2h sia .. ass .. after tat bus-ed to lot one .. saw wenhui .. so ps sia .. kana caught . haha .. meet samantha mama & yinhui .. take lrt to siti house .. was funny lah .. siti wanna take her prayer but mama they all keep laugh .. funny luh .. went to bpp . walkwalk den yinhui have to go le :( when to starbuck slack .. they also funny one lah .. say wanna study .. but take out worksheet sit there talktalk .. laugh si ren le .. found lots of funny video in mama de phone .. make us all laugh like mad .. like our house like tat .. bus-ed back home .. maybe tmr going to east coast .. weeeeee~~ finally im stepping out to have fun ^^ love the sun can :) ps wor korkor .. hai ni de prepaid no money le .. duibuqi .. will miss ur msg de okay .. when you top up le den msg wo bah <333

finally , prelims is over ^^ but this stupid school no marking day de .. ass .. dun feel like going to school tmr leh .. cuz its normal lesson again .. i sure sleep in lesson again de :( today chem & poa paper .. chem was still okay lah .. poa i think sure fail de lah .. no need mark also know fail le .. so can save the ink ^^ finish exam jiu go home luh .. take a nap in the afternoon cuz very tired .. mei you xiang dao korkor really will wake me up again ^^ love you lah can .. haha hope ur mummy everyday go out so you can online le .. dun late liao lah kk .. wakeup online & find tat audi got patch .. they change alot sia .. now can alt tab liao .. also can change ur clothes in room ^^ like cute sia .. haha .. korkor faster online lah .. piak you den you know . now leh nth to do luh .. was like bored luh .. no one pei me de . i alone :( hope tonight korkor can online lah ^^

today had my POA paper 2 & math paper 1 .. was like wtf .. so dame hard can .. all idk how to do lah :( sure fail de .. finish paper train-ed home .. went to buy lunch at s-11 den finish doing my own things & nap <33 thanks korkor for waking me up but im way too sleepy so asked for one more hour .. but after one hour korkor really do msg me asked if i wakeup le mah wor .. was shocked luh .. didnt have my dinner cuz i dun feel like eating or maybe no mood to eat bah .. we seems to be so close , but i still feel tat there is still a distance between us .. jiesi aiai asked me to have trust .. okay , i will . but for the last time cuz im scare history will repeat again .. im scare to fall over again like i used to .. sleepy head <33 , ily

GOSH .. today was a tiring day .. plus i wokeup at the wrong timing cuz i had a stupid bad dream .. nvm .. wakeup early study luh but i cant study .. no mood study .. went to school had chinese paper 2 & phy .. read the passage till nearly fall asleep for alot of time sia .. phy was like SHIT .. all idk how to do .. gone case liao .. tmr having math & poa but im still sitting here .. wtf ? nvm lah .. after school train-ed home den when i reach my house downstair mummy ask me pei her go fetch sister from school den go for lunch .. the weather is like dame hot de luh .. had lunch at long john silver .. not nice de the grilled fish .. got the fishy smell .. erxin .. reach home bath & nap .. was tried lah .. hehe .. korkor wake me up again .. get to hear his voice again .. so cute .. korkor get well soon okay .. drink more water ^^ & dun eat meggie mee for dinner le .. go cook rice eat .. poor korkor kana send home today cuz late for school .. den no more com for you the next whole week :( sadded ..

sorry for so many days no update .. arhhh ~!~! JOJO GO BACK LE :( i miss him lah can :( although its a few days nia but its like im used to have him by my side following me wherever i go .. i will visit you soon okay ^^ having my geo paper today .. write like hell luh .. heng last min finish everything .. my hand dame pain can :( tmr is phy & chinese .. haiishh .. chinese again .. sure fail like wat de luh & im sure i will sit there read the passage till i fall asleep de .. always like tat .. CUZ I DUN KNOW HOW TO READ CAN .. im guessing all for most of the words ( OMG ) .. hope can do well bah .. korkor , jiayouss also okay ^^ haha .. poor thing .. you have normal lesson after perlim , cannot go home .. LAN .. laugh si wo le .. hahaha ..

few days no post le .. cuz was having prelim .. OMG .. perlim has started but i still dun really have the mood to study .. i still have the mood to play everyday . how ? im really scare of my N lvl .. tmr having my math paper 2 & english paper 2 & im still sitting here blogging .. haiishh . i was happy just now .. but now , its all lies .. haiishh .. no mood to blog le .. sorry

HAPPY 44TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE :D

after 44 yr singapore changes alot .. giving her ppl a save & warm home ^^ today think im going to stay at home bah .. also no one pei me go out .. poor me .. samantha mummy wanna go club .. which i dun wanna go de .. meihui laogong going out with her cousin .. haiishh .. heng still got com & my cousin dog to pei me .. cuz they go oversea so leave their dog here ^^ really hope later im going out .. staying at home is really going to make me faint ..

friday .. finally its the end of the week for school luh .. today celebrate national day .. went to west coast park .. was fun luh .. think everyone enjoy their self :D school was also funny luh .. say must find a save spot example cannot be under a coconut tree -.- guess where we have our spot .. MAC !!! haha .. had our breakfast there .. alot ppl eat HAPPY MEAL just to help andy get the hello kitty toy .. LOL .. den we went play .. thanks meixin for lending me the water gun .. went around shooting ppl .. andy was our main target :D i was sweating like shit cuz run around :D bus-ed back to school .. take photo with teacher & home sweet home :D online awhile den went to creative to help korkor buy his mp3 casing .. den bus down to bugis with mummy .. had a new hair cut .. look funny luh .. cuz its like unbalance :x so tried .. think tmr going out also .. going down to jurong point to change my stupid slipper tat my mother brought & i dun like it >.<

few days no update le .. haha .. school was the same & everything is getting better :D but school work was like shit lah .. cmi luh .. prelim next week sia .. haiishh .. now almost everyday eezam they all bring water gun to school play .. who also shoot even teacher .. haha .. today class was like chao .. no mood study .. all playing like hell .. tmr school trip to west coast park :D they bring the big water gun .. sure mati one .. haha .. very looking forward for tmr trip :D

school was the same .. diana finally came .. lesson as per normal .. had oral after school .. andy they all biantai lah .. better dun say out leh .. later i dame malu sia & stop asking tat question .. finish oral train-ed home & had tuition .. im tired .. really tired ..

i dun know wat to say
you tried to be nice & next moment you are not
this is the way you smash all the hope you gave me
you once told me i do melt ur heart
you told me you love me
you told me you wont let go of me
you told me we would be together soon
but its was all being smash last night
i wanna hate you but , iloveyou
perhaps we are not meant to be together
i will never be as important as her in ur heart
i can never replace her in ur heart
broken hopes ; gone forever

tired , tired !!! so dame tired today .. not enough sleep somemore .. school was same .. andy they all bring water gun again -.- they keep make me luh .. so kelian de me .. sorry siyu i siam den kana dao you :x lesson was slack luh .. last 2 period PE :D played captain ball .. i dk who win leh .. but lots of dame funny things happen .. laugh like hell .. yongli , andy , jonathan , weixuan & eezam all joker can .. they play till like so chou luh ... i mean like cheat luh .. hahaha ... roll on floor grab on each other snatch ball .. haiishh .. laugh till stomach pain .. very long no like tat play & run liao .. sweat like hell sia .. if everyweek also like tat jiu good le ^^ went home & had tuition .. after tat nap .. so dame sleepy luh .. haha .. today was happy lah .. thanks for saying those sweet things ^^ really cheer me up ^^ MOOD FLY WAY HIGHHIGH :D