emm... today samesame lor.
wakeup & 640 prepare & train to batok to have our breakfast.
finish school at 250 den mr neo ask me help him do something.
finish liao jiu go gombak buy food & home sweet home.
quite tired today cuz ytd cry till eye swollen hard to open like tat.
reached home bath & online.
change my blogskin cuz i think this will look better bah.
cuz its my fav colour PINK & maybe will look happier den the one before.
online play audi with zhihao.
keep losing lor.
HE KEEP BULLY ME!!!!
maybe cuz alot days never play plus the keyboard very hard to press.
but nvm i will train.
today feeling much better bah.
maybe wat his mother said was really right.
treat him like a friend so i wont feel so stress & pessimistic & sad.
plus this year was most likely my last year.
so dun think all these things bah.
cuz if we are fated to be together , we will be one day.
44 days & im still counting.

not posting any photo today.
feeling dame sad now.
today actually meeting gwenda they all at 645 de.
but i was late & wakeup at 615 cuz the alarm never ring.
so ask them to go first.
i realise tat i was holding my phone the whole night when i was sleeping.
finish school at 140 & go science center till 5 i think.
nearly fall asleep inside lor.
go there just sit there listen&listen&listen.
when back home then go weijie's house return him his mother's thumb drive.
saw him when i reach there & i was like so dame happy.
i smile & even wave at him but he look away.
msg him & he said just now he tot was his sis friend.
den dun feel like going home so sit at his house dere de staircase.
ytd i asked him , if im bored can ask him out to like pei me chat.
he said okay when he is free.
ask him out just now he said he going over to his friend's house play mahjong.
& he even say the game has started.
i asked him is he at his friend's house?
he told me he is but he is at HOME.
if you would not wanted to come out just tell me the truth & not lie to me.
its hurt dame lots you know mah.
i cried at the staircase & i told myself it isnt the truth.
i waited for his sis to go out & i go over to ask her some question & she told me he is still at home.
its hurts dame lots.
stop lieing to me le okay.
wat i wanted was the truth not all ur lies.
43days & im still counting.

just came back from yewtee & i saw him.
dame happy lah.
even thought its a distant away but im dame happy.
dun know he saw me mah.
but i think got bah cuz he is like avoiding me when i look over.
walk dame slow cuz wanna see him longer but never see dao.
regard never wait for the next traffic lor.
if not jui DAMEDAME HAPPY liao.
my sis say her look over.
haiishhx. but still no fate lah.
wakeup around 11+ den have my breakfast & help my brother with his game thingy.
den do my english homework.
need to upload to teacher but i cant & dun know how so went around asking ppl if they got thumb drive.
ask&ask&ask.
FINALLY FOUND ONE.
THANK AUNTIE ( weijie's mom )
went over to his house & take but he's not at home.
bit disappointed lah.
came home den rain dame heavy.
den online & had dinner den go yewtee walkwalk & SAW HIM.
haiyah. DAME HAPPY LAH.
HEY PEOPLE,ADD MY NEW ACC.
incomplete_loves@hotmail.com
sometimes your smile is important to me.
42days & im still counting.

wrote this to him ytd.
hope he see this & maybe reply when he online bah.
staying in my room the whole day.
dun feel like going out cuz i have no mood for everything.
think never leave my room of more than 30min today.
feeling dame down & no one is there to annwei me.
edited some photo & listening to song the whole day.
tears still keep running down.
heard you still got contact someone.
tat make me dame jealous.
waited for ur reply or maybe a call from you since ytd.
didnt really sleep ytd night till tis morning.
no matter how tired im i will keep myself awake.
i tot it will really happen but instead i feel ur avoiding me.
i will disappear out of ur life alright.
but im still waiting no matter wat.
alots of things i wanna say to you but even if i say is there any changes?
perhaps i there will be miracles bah.
41days & im still counting.

today still feeling unwell.
but got go school lah. i guai kai mah.
wakeup at 6am prepare den go school le.
took some photo when going toilet with tricia.
finish school at 1245 den go find my brother cuz he ask me pei him go cut hair.
den go westmall walkwalk wait for my mother to come cuz today got parents meeting.
brother brought a new speaker.
so now i have a better one cuz the older one is so dame CMI de.
reach school already got alot ppl liao.
need to wait&wait.
talk to teacher liao jui go westmall buy cake for my father cuz today its his birthday.
reach home had dinner.
just finish cutting the cake&blog.
feeling quite lah.
cuz he lost his phone.
cant contact him.
den ytd ask if he wanna talk on phone but he say today den talk bah cuz he tired.
but i wait&wait&wait.
my phone didnt ring at all.
didnt even reply me.
i know im nth to you le in ur heart.
haiishhx. you used to cheer me up when im sad.
but now you are gone.
its incomplete.
40days & im still counting.

GRRRR!!!!
cant post the photo.
today never go to school as im not feeling well.
wakeup around 1030am.
den go polyclinic see doctor.
came back stay at home awhile den yuzhen ( weijie's sister ) came over.
accompany them to playground den go under block talktalk cuz going rain.
sit at staircase there den yuzhen say weijie coming down liao.
cuz he going over to his grandma house.
so we ran up second floor & see.
saw his back view.
he look very sad very the back.
my heartbeat dame fast lor when see him.
OMG. pei yuzhen wait & weiwei finish school & home sweet home.
reach home had dinner & watch tv.
nth much.
i wish i could see you everyday.
even if its the back view , its enough.
39days & im still counting.

memories...
i have to walk this path myself.
BABY,ILY♥
today wokeup at 6.
i tot it would be a wonderful day,but it ended up to sadness.
went to school & go home.
feeling dame sad right now.
my tears are still rolling down.
i cant stop myself from not crying for you.
you said there is still feelings for me & so i will wait.
but i know when you feel like going in for a relationship,tat gal would not be me le.
i try hard to let you go but it ended up more hurting.
i try to be happy & smile everyday but its not the life i wanted.
I've tried to go on like i never knew you
I pray for this heart to be unbroken but without you I'm going to be incomplete.
我努力想起你笑着哭泣让自己深爱你再学会放弃
我不想忘记你就算可以,我宁可记得所有伤心
我努力想起你苦也没关系用祝福和感激勇敢失去你
爱你这个决定虽然艰辛我不说对不起.
thanks auntie ( weijie's mom ) for annwei-ing me.
38days & im still counting♥

2photo of the day.
but look almost the same.
finally had enough slp ytd night.
wakeup at 630am prepare & go meet liqing they all at gombak mac to have our breakfast.
school was the same.
but feel quite lonely cuz like no one talk to me.
maybe cuz i keep sit there do work or something else bah.
after school go home cuz stay in school also nth to do de.
reached home online till now.
but still no reply from you.
maybe you not free bah.
feeling quite down.
maybe sam & wat ur mom say is right.
maybe i should let go of this relation?
maybe we should remain as friends.
but could we?
maybe we are fated to be together , but not forever.
i cant stop myself for crying.
37days & im still counting♥

IM FREAKING TIRED!!!
one week holiday over le.
today start school le. dame tired sia. still fall asleep in the gym.
cant slp ytd night sia.
cuz mother was playing the computer & my brother was playing the song so loud.
when i can fall asleep it time to wakeup liao. -.-
gonna slp after i post finish.
heng tmr school start late so can slp till 630am. :D
wokeup at 6am. prepare & go school liao.
had class & CCA photo taking.
need to wait till 4pm for the CCA one.
dame stupid de lor.
make it so late.
today mood not very good.
feeling quite down so reached home & had the whole packet of Lays potato chip.
when i saw you reply my msg i will smile to myself.
but is there anymore chances?
seriously baby,imissyou.
IM THINKING OF YOU.
36days & im still counting♥

just came back from dinner.
feeling quite tired.
tmr school going start liao.
dun feel like going sia.
cuz sure very bored de lor.
today wakeup around 330pm.
call meihui chat awhile jui start walking around the house like zombie again.
till 6+ going 7 den online.
after tat jui go for dinner.
walk pass lots of places where we used to go.
seriously,imissyou.
every second im wishing you would appear but nth happen.
sillyfoolish me.
feeling dame sleepy sia.
gonna sleep early today if not tmr in school the table will become my bed liao.
35days & im still counting♥

sleepy arh.
ytd go out with meihui sera zhiwei & yunghui ( if i never spell wrong bah. )
went to amk to watch movie. race to witch mountain.
quite nice. :)
after go to yishun to slackslack.
sit there & talktalk then jeffrey come to find us.
after jeffrey they all pei me go buy water.
the auntie very attitude lor. >.< 34days & im still counting♥

today whole day at home.
wake up around 10+ i think cuz ytd sleep at 4.
tired sia.
had my lunch den walkwalk around the house like zombie.
see my sis play com till fall asleep.
8+ den wake up.
also dun know later can sleep anot :x
lol. anyone did their holiday homework?
die lah. i never do a single one.
maybe some other days then i try go do bah.
cuz the class sure alot also never do de :x
IM BORED AT HOME.
3days liao leh.
staying at home doing nth.
also no one ask me out cuz im nth to them.
haiishhx. staying at home no good lah.
will keep on think about things.
actually i still miss him.
cant really forget bout him bah.
but he is like so dame asshole.
BUT ISMH.
32days & im still counting♥

this photo was like 2yrs ago when we sec 2.
haha. actually miss you all lots.
but its like we never contact each other during this holiday.
maybe you all contact between you guys bah but im like always the last to know anything.
haha. but ITS OKAY DE.
have time must meet up okay. if not then nvm bah.
today quite boring doing nth at home.
just going online & rot nia.
hope tmr wont be the same bah.
cuz actually wanna go zoo de.
but now all of you say dun know , not sure or not free le.
ITS BORING AT HOME LAH.
31days & im still counting♥

IM BACK.
very tired sia.
sat when to zouk
quite nice lah.
but is so dame tired & leg dame pain.
cuz wearing high heel.
actually wanna go in at 9pm.
but then we were late & i n ic to go in.
so have to wait&wait&wait.
thank jeffrey for waiting for me.
forget the time i went in.
but i went for the 18 de.
haha. mean i can buy beer all this.
after went in come out also dun know why.
wait for everyone to go in den around 1am then go back in.
saw zack & weixuan.
haha. zack wear okayokay lah.
but weixuan till very shuai ( HE ASK ME CHANGE DE). :x
the dance floor dame fucking lots ppl lor.
but manage to get in lah.
started dancing & those boys were our body guard.
surround us to protect us.
thank arh.
dance till 2+ going 3 den go out.
wait for randall till 5 bah i guess.
by the time my gastic is dame pain liao lor.
cab down to jeffrey's house.
went to buy breakfast den go up.
the house was small but everyone can go in lah.
share my food with mickey.
a malaysia friend. :)
they drink but i go sleep.
cant sleep so started laughing with yinhui like mad.
haha. also dun know how i fall asleep.
wakeup around 10+
meihui mickey yinhui meggie & javier still sleeping.
when inside the room & saw sam randall & jeffrey talking.
so join them lor.
after awaile all wakeup cuz got somethings happen.
but everything was solve.
after tat sit dere listening to song.
den jeffrey go youtube dun know do wat get us see scareysacry thing.
den go back to sam house to eat & bath.
after tat den go home.
reach home leg is dame pain lor.
faster go back to sleep liao.
dame tired.
FINALLY,MY ROOM GOT A COM WITH INTERNET!!!
30days & im still counting♥

currently in school.
haha. actually should be PE de.
but need to do dun know wat thingy so have to come com lab.
cant wait for sunday sia.
going clubbing with sam they all.
maybe later meeting meihui they all go buy clothes.
& im left with around $100.
sian. lesson finish le.
have to go back class for POA.
BORING.
26days & im still counting♥

so boring in school these few days.
cuz exam finish liao den everyone was like slacking all the way.
haha. today finally get back english paper le.
I PASSED SIA!!!
cant believe i passed.
CHEERUP tricia,mid year you sure can pass de.
dun worry.
today got the hongkong thingy.
everyone was like so scare lor.
liqing retie ( if i never spell wrong ) her hair.
look so nu ren sia.
very nice leh.
den tricia very scare but she still make it after all.
after school got AVA meeting.
so stay back. they had their lunch.
& liqing brought me an eggtart.
OMG. im so touch. but dun worry.
i will pay you back. :x
we were late for the meeting cuz everyone was was busy with our hair.
today meeting like nth de lor.
sit there listen they talk.
den see some photo tat make everyone laugh. :D
after meeting went to bubble tea shop there slack.
till 6 bah i think.
walk back to take train back.
sorry tricia,never wait for you. :x
24days & im still counting♥

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMANTHA!!!
haha. ytd went out to celebrate samantha's birthday.
meet up with meihui & yinhui to bring things for samantha.
after tat everyone meet up liao take train down to vivo to meet jeffrey.
walkwalk den go to cityhall meet up with siti.
after tat sit down there wait for them cuz meihui , jeffrey & one more i dun know how to spell his name walk away to buy cake for sam.
sit there wait like hell.
when everyone is back when to makansutra to have our dinner. ( near esplanade )
have our dinner & cut cake.
ICECREAM cake leh. nice man...
play with the dye ice like small kid like tat.
wait for randall to come den they say wan go pub.
so take bus down lor. i dun know how to spell the place name. sorry.
reach there they say CLOSE.
wth. so sit there & wait for help lor.
meihui call her gan daddy see if he know any pub.
instead of going to pub , we went to a japanese ktv.
when there to sing song & sam , siti , meihui , yinhui & randall start dancing.
left me & jeffrey sitting there to see.
den jeffrey started bullying me.
using the pillow to hit me.
haha. but everything end very fast cuz i have to go home.
sorry guys.
meihui & me take cab home.
thx laogong for sending me home first.
reach home dare not make a noise sia.
cuz scare wake my parents up then they will scold me.
haha. quite fun lah ytd. only know i keep saying ' POOR DADDY ( jeffrey ) '
he is like so dame tired & boring lor.
but still have to pei us play.
haha. anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!!
21days & im still counting♥

BORINGboringBORING!!!!
stay at home the whole day again.
ever seen school started,i like keep staying at home lor.
die lah. tmr got POA & physics paper.
& I HAVEN STUDY.
OMG. sure fail liao lor this time.
today chatchat with meihui on phone almost 1hour.
very long never like tat chat le.
but then after 20mins you never call back.
sad leh.
him never reply my msg already very lonely le.
still no one wan pei me chat.
see i so kelian.
haha. hope tmr de paper will be easy bah.
easy as in i know how to do de. :x
14days & im still counting♥