fading .. slowly fading . you are slowly fading from my sight . i dun even know wat to do to make you forget bout her . i was wrong at the very start . i tot i could make you forgive her , i tot by making you stay by me i could replace her , i tot making so much things out you guys wont contract .. but i was all wrong . i could not make you forget bout her . i could not replace her in ur heart . i could not stop you guys from contracting each other everyday . haiishh .. simply have no mood to do anything or going out . sorry meihui . i know you wanna meet me out but i keep saying im not free or i dun feel like going out . really sorry . maybe after my n bah . i have lots of time after tat . 我介意你没忘了她 , 介意你还放不下 . baby , i know saying all these is very selfish & i know saying all these makes you upset but im sorry . sorry for all the troubles . iloveyou

opp .. lots of days no update le . was lazy to update :x sorry luh . nth much to update . was feeling so dame down this few days . dun say so much bah . haiishh .. sorry . really no mood to post le .

took this ytd when i go out . dun scold me when you see this hor !! - laugh . nth much luh .. tmr school starting le . sian de luh . need wakeup early . my sleep ~ i will miss you . whahaha .. sot one me . today staying at home the whole day . online luh . no need share with sis cuz she haven finish her hw . wahahah . den just now audi .. dame malu lah can . go fb like wat sia . im thinking i sure cannot de still wan . im like wtf luh . dun know how to explain to aiai . haiishh .. have to work hard this weekend with hui to earn back liao .

sorry for not beinging a good stead . sorry to keep giving you troubles . sorry to fan you times after times . baby , hold me tight we walk thought this tgt okay . dun let me go . i know im weak . so you have to hold even tighter . i cant bear to let you go . im sorry to throw tantrums at you . im sorry i jealous easily . duibuqi . yuan liang wo hao mah ?

love die you :)

mood simply sux !!

was happy in the morning when i wakeup . but den lots of things happen today lah can which make my mood go downdowndown . dun even have the mood to talk to anyone luh . im trying to be strong & not to think . but sorry , i cant do it . its always bothering me . its hurting deep inside . i really dun know you guys are in tat rm . so i went in & cuz of tat i think she quarrel with you again bah . im sorry . sorry to cause so many troubles for you . sorry to make you feel this way . its best for me to step back bah . im sorry

diediediedie !!!

N lvl start liao .. so dame fast luh . ytd was chinese paper .. heng chingkiat korkor lend me his chinese electronic dic . if not i can fail liao :D den today was chinese listening at 8am . go there reach the class they give us listen fm .. listen till i sleep . 830 den start . finish den rush home take a nap cuz im really way too sleepy . wakeup at 12 den go study social studies till 1 den go back school . the paper was quite hard bah . worst is I CANT FINISH IT :( first time i cannot finish my exam paper sia . den so hrng its N lvl . fk luh . sad die me . sure fail liao :( after tat go lotone with diana . thanks for accompanying me . brought food home . subway & sushi <33 reach home online till now luh . tmr last paper den have to wait till oct le . english . OMG . i scare lah . after i cant finish my social studies , i very scare liao :(

after a week im able to online le ^^ see lah .. all blame my stupid my bro luh .. take the internet wire back to him camp make me cant online . now wat i wanna update for the whole week in gone liao lah . my maid go back le but will be back after a month . i dun know how to live for this coming one month :( sure very jialat de . morning send auntie to airport . cried there cuz its sad to see someone go luh . den had lunch there den train-ed down to outrum park cuz mummy doing facial . haha . i get to do facial also . after everything was done , we go have steamboat for dinner . was happily eatting at first but eat till half , out mood was like ... the soup turn like blackblack sia . my mother ask why they say its okay de . den we continue eat . till my sis found out tat one of the food is like spoiled tat make the whole soup like tat . we was like WTF . we ate alot sia . they were like so sorry den they gave us 2 cans of drinks for free . LOL luh . i dare not go there eat le lah . train-ed home den online . was like FINALLY ^^ confer with aiai they all ^^ all so noisy luh .. keep shout shout shout . cant hear a things . si erzi keep bully luh . all bully me one :( thanks got baby help me & cheer me up <33>