so long no post liao ... feel alot better :D thanks to those ppl all around me to cheer me up . finally holidays are over & i hate to go back school cuz have to see ppl i dun like . hate it man . but bo bian .. after this year jiu no need see liao . when back to school . step into gate only kana caught hair . i was thinking ' cb ... so many ppl dun wan catch . catch me . ' but i just walk off saying okayokay :D had lesson but no time table so everyone was guessing wat lesson next . so dame sleepy luh . cuz cant sleep the whole night . finish school train-ed back home . saw zhiming & his stead on train . they look so dame sweet luh . reach yewtee pei diana wait for her friend to come & home sweet home . reach home play audi awhile den sleep . so dame tired . wakeup audi again cuz have some things happen . hope jiesi aiai will come back soon bah . luvstory will miss her de .

THIS SIMPLY CHEER ME UP :D

think i wont be blogging for a few days cuz i simply have no mood lah & thank to alex aka zMemories ( in audition ) for saying im cute to cheer me up . thanks arh ... dun kiajiao me liao hor ... or no more off day for you ... >.<

it 3.56 now & im still awake . i cant go to sleep . it has been a day since he talk to me . haiyah ... i dun wan care lah . cuz i think i have not fall so dame deep into this relationship cuz there is still another him in my heart . though tat being with him i will forget bout weijie , but it seems like it never . he is still there . im having mood swing the whole day , awhile im okay , a min later im crying . FCUK LAH ... i dun know wat you wan . if you wanna break den let everything end bah . i cant take it anymore .

not in the mood to post ... sorry .

no pictures today . didnt have enough sleep today luh ... sleep at 5.30 wakeup at 2.30 cuz today having tuition . cannot concentrate sia . all i think of is my bed :D after tat come online cuz cant go back to sleep liao . so boring de luh . nth to do . baby no reply me for like the whole day :( nvm bah ... waiting for mummy to come back cuz got cake . its a short post cuz i have no mood .

today went out to clementi to meet baby . baby dye his hair brown ? but tat look like gold luh . haha . not bad lah , still can make it . after tat went to baby house . sorry luh i know you very tired liao but still have to accompany me & my stupid shirt de sting spoil >.< style="font-weight: bold;">baby's shirt . at first he take a boyboy clothes give me . funny sia , walk out ppl sure all look at me de luh . nvm , i go look for myself . he got dame lots of clothes sia . found one tat look still okay de . heng arh if not have to dress like a boy :D train-ed home & brought my dinner . no mac spicy lah . dun worry , hahahaha :D

never go out today ... is like boring staying at home . actually wanna go meet baby de but he going out so nvm bah , maybe tmr . sleep at 5.30am ytd . i know its dame late lah ... but i cant sleep mah . so boring luh . wakeup online & still online . boring . staying at home is killing me . nth much to do at home . this cannot d/l tat cannot d/l . dulan lah . one more week to go till my bro come back . nowaday at home is like so quiet . cuz only got me , maid & grandma at home nia . hmm ... yuanting say she is coming over to stay for a few days . but till now she is not here yet . scare sia . later mummy daddy they all not happy i die . haha . but nvm lah .

dame awake right now cuz i sleep at 3+ ytd night but i 4.30pm den wakeup :D sleep for 12h . never meet baby today :( staying at home the whole day . actually wanna pei mummy go out de but i wakeup way too late so never go + my maid is sick . so cant go out . have to stay at home look after my arhma . online nth to do de luh . den now chatting with tat cailing . always say i les . take photo with her sweetsweet also les . sot one . haha :x

never post ytd cuz when for class bbq & ton outside with baby . actually dun wanna go for the bbq de cuz wenhui suddenly ask me go myself cuz they dun know meet wat time . den i also dun know how to go , but then amanda they all msg ask me go all these so nvm bah , i go . train-ed down den saw yongli . he has been sitting there for 1/2 hour liao just to find ppl help him buy cigga but then the funny thing is he dun dare to ask -.- i hao xin ren help him then bus-ed down . reach there everything finish liao . is like wtf ? ppl start bbq at night their one is in the afternoon & no one tell me the time also . quite dulan luh . waste my trip down . den had mac as my dinner den go meet baby liao . at around his house there slackslack den go his house . is like funny lah . fall asleep in the morning then wakeup at 1+ . had lunch & see him play com . its boring lah but funny luh . after tat i go home & now here im blogging . not in a good mood lah .

nothing much to post today . i dun know how im feeling right now . just now go meet baby den had my dinner at his place . his aunt cook , NICE LEH . den baby going down parkland there to meet his friends & im home :) had a talk with baby just now so now feeling down bah . sorry to say all those things but ... haiishh . i believe we can go through this tgt de :)

sleep at 5 ytd cuz was chatting with baby den wakeup at 12+ . heng arh , mummy say today no tuition so can go out with baby :) went to vivo to look for him den slackslack den go in sentosa . was funny lah they all ( he & his friends ) . after sentosa all go home . reach home den go out buy food & had a talk with mummy . dun really like talking to her lah cuz she dun understand me at all . she always keep saysaysay things tat wont happen de & keep pushing blame to me de . i hate it lah . haiishh .

100th post & a new beginning :)

finally its my 100th post , took a long way to reach here & soon it will be 200 , 300 :) cant sleep ytd night till 5 in the morning but wakeup at 11+ . 6h of rest nia , so tired right now . never send bro go his camp cuz they all wakeup at 630 leh . tat was like 1h30min after i sleep . hope he is okay lah , dumb ass one him :x see you 2week later bah . wakeup & online . did nth luh . ws boring luh . den go watch tv den come back chatchat & pei baby play audi . now here blogging but he going over to his friend house to stay overnight . sian luh . tmr have math tuition , but heng luh . sis is coming back tmr so it wont be so sian . meeting baby on sunday & monday its class bbq . 126090233 . hope this new beginning can really make me walk out of the nightmare & hope it will last bah :)

never post ytd night cuz bro dun let me use the internet . went out to meet aiai cuz cant use com den very boring luh . did my nails today den now chatting with aiai in msn he say not nice :( he say he dun like long nails . i wan cry liao lah :( today wokeup at 12+ i think . den watch tv the whole afternoon lah can . its so dame boring de luh . happy sia today . suddenly today dame lots ppl msg me sia . happy :D cuz for a long time no like today liao . haiishh . nth much to post today . bro going NS tmr . feel happy leh , but bit sad sia dun know why . the house will be very quite if he is gone sia . cuz no ppl at home liao . parents work , sis go uncle house , bro go NS , left me , maid & grandma :( haiishh

FCUK YOU ASSHOLE!!

GRRR... think i wont be able to online later at night cuz i dun know wtf is with my brother . he has been showing me attitude for days liao . den now he go plug out the internet thingy so i cant have internet , but now he is out , i go plug back . see im clever :D FCUK HIM LAH . who he think he is . talk to him properly he show attitude . heng arh . cuz he will be going to NS this coming friday . faster go lah . i dun wan see you lah . sian luh . i wan go out lah . if not later he come back i no internet use again . anyone wanna go out ?

SO DAME TIRED !!!!

finally im home lah . so tired today lah . sleep at 2am wakeup at 10am sia . so dame sleepy luh . after tat go out meet aiai . finally lah , i go out cuz i have been like staying at home & rot for dun know how long liao . meet him talk cock sing song . haha . very boring luh . he lah . ne dai wo . i say i hungry wan go eat he say later later later . from 5 say till 8 den go eat . hai dao me have gastic pain & worst lah , i vomited :D gastic now still pain luh , you lah asshole . slackslack den i fall asleep sia :D ps luh . 40min later den he wake me up say pei him go home take thing . after tat go slackslack again jiu go home liao . dame sleepy now lah . think im sleeping soon .

HAPPY :D

monday . one more week to class gathering :D i dun wan go home tat day after BBQ so im going over to look for aiai . he say he pei me ton :D thanks alot luh . cuz i wanna go find samantha de . but dun know wat time she come out from arena . so i think most likely i go find aiai bah :D today wakeup at 2+ had a funny dream lah . cant stop laughing lah . online the whole day cuz my sis went over to my uncle house stay till saturday i think . chatchat with aiai on msn since 7+ i think or earlier . dun know lah . wat should i do tmr leh ? boring sia .

BAD DAY !!

had a bad dream & the mood of the day is BAD :( wakeup at 2+ cuz i tot it still 11+ so i continue sleep . wakeup watch tv till 5+ den online cuz sis wanna use . time pass dame fast luh . den had my dinner & audi awhile . now here blogging . so dame boring lah . hope wont have tat dream again today . if not aiai is going to die liao . hahahaha . im going to kill him if i have tat dream again :D

wakeup at 11+ today , but got wakeup in them middle of the night crying cuz of a stupid remember . i dun really remember wat isit . but its him lah . wakeup found tat there are tears in my eye . today afternoon had my math tuition . after tat watch tv lor cuz sis wanna use the com . den pei mummy go yewtee cuz she say she wanna buy things for dinner de . but in the end never cuz its 6 liao . cook finish 8 liao . so she say nvm bah cook other simple de . walkwalk at yewtee point & pa-sum-ma-lum . brought nails :D love it man . but dun know when wanna put >.<>

GOODBYE MDM CHEN :(

shyt ... ytd night never post cuz im way too tired . feeling very unwell . fall asleep at 8+ till just now 11+ den wakeup . finally ytd was the last day of HELP4 . no need go back school for a month . so dame happy lah can cuz no need see ppl i dun wanna see . ytd was mdm chen last day with us sia . abit sad lah cuz she is a funny , caring teacher lah . but our class is celebrateing for her . there will be a BBQ at east coast park on the 15 june . WHY ISIT ON THE 15 :( but nvm lah . hope it will be fun luh . finish school went home cuz not felling well . rest home like wan die liao lor . having a bad flu ytd lah . no good . the rest think tonight den post bah . having math tuition later . GRRRRR .....

109 days had passed

woot ~ so fast wor . it has been 109 days . iLOVEYOU . never went to school today cuz dame tired luh after the walk . still sleeping in my lalaland at around 11+ den meihui msg me ask if i can accompany her to orchard for job interview . wakeup prepare & off i go . finally i go town . i know i was late cuz i forget take my mrt card den have to ask maid take to mrt station for me . train-ed down to orchard wait for her to finish her interview . was fast luh . den went to taka walkwalk awhile den took bus 190 down to cck poly to get my mc . on the way i was thinking of wat happen on 18 dec 08 . its was our very first month & we also took 190 down to orchard to watch twilight . althought he nearly fall asleep . almost half a year le , hope he is doing well . wait very long sia to get my mc . den bus to lot 1 pei meihui eat . but only she eat lah . i brought kfc home . reach home bath & online luh . nth to do lah . tmr have to go school again . finally last day . den can go paint my nails or the best fake nails ( I LOVE IT :D )

NIGHT WALK AT KAMPONG GLUM :D

just came back not long from the night walk at kampong glam . was nice lah but its not scary at all lor . the trip was funny & interesting lah although im alone lah . but at least there is ppl to talk to lah like kenny , yongli , aishah & alot lah . wakeup went to school as normal lor . after school went home to change & rush down to school cuz im late lah but got ppl later den me sia . waste my money on cab >.<>

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LEONARD AIAI♥

this guy up here is call Leonard Peh Jia Ming & he is my 爱爱 . today its his 16th birthday :D 生日快乐 , 爱爱 . must stay happy everyday okay . thanks for those days when im feeling down & you are always there to cheer me up . must meet up soon okay . faster find ur xin zhong de gong zhu soon bah . dun smoke too much lah k ? HAPPYBIRTHDAY :D

hmm ... should be holiday le lor but because got HELP4 thingy den have to wakeup early & go back school . today school was okay lah . social studies teacher no come so free period can run around . but i stay in class to chat with diana . last 3 period was math . cannot take it lah . so boring till i fall asleep for 1h . wakeup left 30mins to school end :D finish school train-ed home & online lor . got geography homework sia , but i dun feel like doing . mr chua is dame kaobei de lah . always think he is the best , very zida . haiishh . nvm , at least today school was okay :D tmr its our class's turn to go for the night walk at kampong glam . feeling so dame excited lah . hope its wont disappoint me bah . have to sleep early tonight , feel so dame sleepy .

the promises we made ...

1stjune . a new month le . Nlvl is coming liao lah , sure die one . its a boring monday lah . sleep late ytd night cuz we teaching my di how to change skins for his blog & changing blogskin . complicated lah , see dao i blur . wakeup at 2 , i know its late lah . ate a bowl of noodles till now . feeling quite hungry liao . able to online cuz sis & mummy go auntie house for mahjong again . chatting & play audi awhile . was boring lah . sian luh , tmr still need go back school cuz got HELP4 program . have to wakeup early :( after school pei-ing meihui go thiong baru cuz she wanna go for job interview . feeling abit lazy to go leh . but she ask me out so many time le . cant reject her anymore . have to sleep early tonight luh . aiai ' s birthday is tmr :D cant wait to say happy birthday to him :D