WITH MY COM.
CANT ON AT ALL. DAME IT!!!!
trying to fix it like hell lor .
miss my post for one day lor.
nvm. post bout sunday first.
26/04/09
wakeup at 11+ cuz of alot things & noise in my house.
my father go off the fan den nvm.
cuz its raining den my maid go close the window & close the door.
im dame hot sleeping inside can.
den my auntie all come my house make so many noise.
shout here shout there.
but have to wakeup cuz really cant sleep with all those noises.
wakeup had my lunch den wanna online de BUT THE COM CANT ON & I DUN KNOW WHY.
trying to fix the whole afternoon but still the same.
nvm lor. have to walk around the house like zombie.
bad mood lah & dun know why.
seeing my auntie all playing mahjong remind me of him sia.
cuz he was the one who teach me play & we use to spent great time tgt.
now everything is gone. haiishh.
had dinner at home den watch tv & do hw den sleep at 12+
70days & im still counting.
27/04/09
wakeup at usual 615.
prepare & had my breakfast & off to school.
school was same.
first period was POA.
everyone went back to class but the whole class got a very bad smell sia.
cant take it even the teacher say go other classroom study.
dame smelly lah.
i think its the classroom problem lor.
not our class de ppl cuz outside class also got tat smell.
went to ava room had our lesson.
we girls were chatting :D
after tat was english.
nearly fall asleep sia.
do some reading & we found a new sentence tat yuechao said.
' ar ne under the table ' ( it should be unattainable [ if i never spell wrong ] )
everyone was laughing lah.
after tat was CME.
slackslack den recess liao.
never eat during recess cuz no mood.
feeling very down these few day.
i maybe laughing & smiling but its hurts deep down in my heart.
finish recess was math.
as usual went to IT room.
i do my math okay. :D
last was phy.
went to lab & was sitting there with siyu doing nothing.
was waiting for time to pass nia.
finish school have chinese oral.
dame jialat de lor me.
alot words dun know how to read sia.
was playing inside the classroom while waiting & i fall asleep in the end cuz dame tired lor.
i saw one of my marks sia.
if im not wrong for conversation i get 26/30 :D
nice sia. happy lah but if i never see wrong lah.
finish around 4+ den go home alone.
reach home nothing to do lor.
help my brother go buy dinner cuz today no cook.
& now online using laptop.
dame hard to type sia.
hand very the suan.
feeling very down this few days & i also dun know why.
think i should stop counting the days in my blog bah.
think this is better for the both of us.
but i will be keping it deep in my heart.
haiishh
im a failure in both relationship & friendship.
im a failure.