today had my POA paper 2 & math paper 1 .. was like wtf .. so dame hard can .. all idk how to do lah :( sure fail de .. finish paper train-ed home .. went to buy lunch at s-11 den finish doing my own things & nap <33 thanks korkor for waking me up but im way too sleepy so asked for one more hour .. but after one hour korkor really do msg me asked if i wakeup le mah wor .. was shocked luh .. didnt have my dinner cuz i dun feel like eating or maybe no mood to eat bah .. we seems to be so close , but i still feel tat there is still a distance between us .. jiesi aiai asked me to have trust .. okay , i will . but for the last time cuz im scare history will repeat again .. im scare to fall over again like i used to .. sleepy head <33 , ily