Have been sleeping really late nowadays. No school what but dear Joanna , its bad for your health. Even now when I'm blogging its already 3.20am. Go sleep now & stop playing facebook CSI , crazy going after jokwon :x

Worked on last weekend was tiring. Maybe because I didn't work for sure a long time that why. Standing whole day & thanks Gwenda, I'm not that bored after all :D Won't be working for natas because the pay is too low le lah. Kinda pissed off by that stupid auntie who is working there. Who she think she is man. My job is to serve customer to you guys & telling people where to go NOT BY YOU TELLING ME WHAT TO DO ! Serve you customers you scold me ask me don't serve you. Fine~ But why the hell you keep show attitude & stare at me when I didn't serve any customers to you ?!?! You told me to do that & so I did. What the fcuk you want sia? Sit there whole day & slack ? They ask you come here work not sit there be model. Even if you wanna be a model also can't lah. Look at your lj face. OLD HAG ! Stupid MAY LEE ! Fcuk ur asshole ttm !

March holidays is coming & I thought I would be going oversea again but now I guess not. Daddy can't get any leave that whole week again. I can go anytime but its that bitch who need to go school. School gonna start in less then 2 months & I'm scare like shyt. I don't like talking to people I don't know & that I'm gonna die. I hate being alone :( Scare to see ' him ' in school. Seriously, I don't know I kinda hate him. See him feel like slapping him & I DON'T KNOW WHY !! What is wrong with me I also don't know. Get pissed off easily nowadays.

Dear MrComputer, please don't die at this period of time
or I'm gonna be bored ttm at home when everyone is working.
Dear MrRollerMouse, please don't go crazy now. PLEASEEEEE !
Or I will go mad keep restart com.
Thankyou MrComputer & MrRollerMouse :)

Finally , i updated my bloggie :D Like for months its dead. Its a brand new year & its already feb. Time really do pass superduper fast.

My O lvl result ain't good. Very bad. Till now even when i think bout it , tears still roll down from my eyes. Got into ite business studies ( admin ). Fcuk ite alright. Its not the course i wanted. The course i really wanted , interested in studying was my first choice , hospitality. But its alright since ite was not the school i wanted to study in i shall work hard in this course & get into poly's hospitality. I know its hard & i have to work super hard. I'm no longer that lucky who is able to just pass PSLE , just pass N lvl. I failed badly. I'm unable to make my parents proud of me. From now on , i have to work hard for things i want , for my own future.

Chinese new year is over. No cny mood at all even on the first day. Damn those fcukers who keep asking bout my result & thanks to my mum , she told like everyone i went to ite. Very proud huh ? Told them not to say anything bout it because I don't want them to know. They don't know whats the feeling. They just don't understand. Think this year is not going to be any better. This home , I'm slowly feel its like a hotel to me. Just a place for me to sleep & eat. I can't feel anything from here, simply hate coming back. There's one thing I'm sure of , when i grow up & i when i have the money to feed myself , I'm gonna move out of here.

Lets not talk bout those unhappy stuff. Its just spoiling my mood. Watching lots of drama nowadays. Audi-ing seem nothing to me anymore & that's a good thing. I should have quit that game long ago :D Watching Love Buffet , Endless Love & Vampire Diaries. Will be working with Gwenda on the 19 & 20 . 25 , 26 & 27 we will be staying over at my aunty's place.