wrote this to him ytd.
hope he see this & maybe reply when he online bah.
staying in my room the whole day.
dun feel like going out cuz i have no mood for everything.
think never leave my room of more than 30min today.
feeling dame down & no one is there to annwei me.
edited some photo & listening to song the whole day.
tears still keep running down.
heard you still got contact someone.
tat make me dame jealous.
waited for ur reply or maybe a call from you since ytd.
didnt really sleep ytd night till tis morning.
no matter how tired im i will keep myself awake.
i tot it will really happen but instead i feel ur avoiding me.
i will disappear out of ur life alright.
but im still waiting no matter wat.
alots of things i wanna say to you but even if i say is there any changes?
perhaps i there will be miracles bah.
41days & im still counting.