DO I REALLY LOOK SAD ?

boring luh . have to go school today . saw my results was like haiishh luh . have to go for the parents meeting lor , but is the whole class going cuz all de results cant make it for sec 5 :D school was still okay luh . FINALLY GOT BACK OUR CLASS PHOTO LE :D will post asap cuz i need ppl help me scan into com . who can help me ? finish school jiu go back home le . found tat i was not in the mood to eat anything today , recess only drink soya milk nia . after school was just tofu & hotdog . wait till dinner den have bit of rice . dun feel like eating luh . went to have nap at afternoon cuz was dame tired lah . wakeup at 6 + . was shock to see my teacher msg me sia . asking me if im okay cuz she see me rather sad in school . she said she never since my cheerful face for a long time le . isit ? cuz wenhui also got say something like tat . he said last time de joanna is not like tat de . not sadsad de . have i change ? perhaps yes bah . i feel moody all the time . perhaps is cuz i dun really have a few friends around me . i dun know wat had happen to me . i feel so lonely , i feel so scare . i need your strenght to make me stand up once again . i need a long , warm hug to make me feel better . will you understand ? how i wish you were still by my side cuz i know you will cheer me up whenever im down . haiishh , dun talk bout tat le lah . makes me feel sad nia . maybe wat aiai said was right lah . forget bout the past , think bout the present & go for the furture . SI AIAI . BIAN ME AGAIN . haiishh . im still waiting for you to reply me leh . you bian wo again lah >.<>