Been a super long time since i last update. So lazy to update :) School is alright, everything is alright :) 2012 is coming in 2 more days :D && CNY is less den a month :)

Was playing with my makeup just now so i decided to change just to take photos. HAHAHA ! I must be damn bored ! All my sis fault, she don't want to get her ass up to let me use the computer :(

Been missing clique missing recently && seriously, I miss all of them :(( I miss out so much fun, so much gossiping :x Holiday must meet up alright <3 Promise i will make my time free to meet you guys <33

School term is ending in one more week :DDD WEEEE ! Happy ttm :D Time passes damn fast huh, its like few week ago just start school now holiday le. 3 more terms to go && I'm out of ITE :D Finished all my exam for this term :( I think i did badly:( My biggest hope was in POA but it seems to be the one that disappoint me the most. Studied POA since sec 3, basic also dk. What the hell am i doing sia :( My attendants isn't very good either :( Stop skipping lesson joanna ! You don't wish to see warning letter in ur letterbox don't you ? Have to be a good girl next term alright !

Holiday! I wanna work during the holiday but I don't I can find it:x Actually is lazy lah :x So many programs during holiday. Classmates wanna go wildwildwet, gonna have chalet/genting trip with classmates. Haven done any planning for the clique yet but I'm sure we gonna have programs during june holiday right :DD &&&& REALLY HOPE GENTING TRIP WITH CLASSMATES IS SUCCESSFUL:DD Been kinda close with the guys in our class, guess it isn't hard to make friends right joanna. HEHE :D Swimming lesson next week during S&W, can't wait for it. BUT, can't eat much these few days. Must control or else .......

Seriously, you're damn cute
&& with your cuteness, you melted my heart.
But things don't seem to be going the way i wanted
Its seem so hot now && cold the other moment
Imy at night && sometime, I really wish i could run over to
you so much that i didn't have this kinda feelings before
<3

Currently in school having OFA :(

School damn boring, nothing must. Still can't get use to my ITE life && i super hate it. Everyday lesson so long, lesson so boring. Simply have no mood to carry on. Its not the course i wanted anyway. Have to tahan 2 more years && off i goooo ~

No internet at home now cuz brother cut it away :(( I can't update on my blog, 2am news, can't update my songs :(( Super sian at home can. Only can use phone && try connect it to wiki. Fcuking siannnnnn ~

Birthday coming in 2 more months :DD Finally, i'm turning 18 <33

It's been long time since i last blog with my own pictures. It's march already. Still remember when I'm in secondary school, I'm dying for march holiday, june holiday, september holiday & december holiday. But now, I miss school. I miss hillgrove :( Staying at home doing nothing is boring.

Been shopping these few weeks. Feel so sinful ! My money, I have to control it. Pay is coming soon i guess. Its march 11 already & the pay is not here yet. Damn it! Went to IT fair yesterday with mummy, sister & my da-yi. So many people even its the first day. Someone was working there. Wanted to go look for him but i don't know where he is. Brought a new earpiece for myself :D & i found a webcam at home. Mummy brought it long ago from china -.- Simply hate china products luh although many items are ' made in china '. So cheapo one luh. Gonna get a new laptop for myself in ite :D Weee ~ Gonna get a pink one :DD Adult fare dame expensive man which spoil my mood of going out. 1 trip nia $1++. Going sentosa tomorrow with my clique. So excited. But many people not joining us :( Tricia & Yishan !!! My baobei sunnu & baby not coming :(( Sad ttm. Lucky I still have my girls around :DD Having steamboat for dinner tmr ! It been long time since i last meet arhboy, hehe. Gonna tune in early tonight, its a long day tomorrow.

Hope time make me feel better
with you treating me this way.
I hate it. One moment you are sweet,
One moment you are not & saying stuff which
I don't wanna hear.

Have been sleeping really late nowadays. No school what but dear Joanna , its bad for your health. Even now when I'm blogging its already 3.20am. Go sleep now & stop playing facebook CSI , crazy going after jokwon :x

Worked on last weekend was tiring. Maybe because I didn't work for sure a long time that why. Standing whole day & thanks Gwenda, I'm not that bored after all :D Won't be working for natas because the pay is too low le lah. Kinda pissed off by that stupid auntie who is working there. Who she think she is man. My job is to serve customer to you guys & telling people where to go NOT BY YOU TELLING ME WHAT TO DO ! Serve you customers you scold me ask me don't serve you. Fine~ But why the hell you keep show attitude & stare at me when I didn't serve any customers to you ?!?! You told me to do that & so I did. What the fcuk you want sia? Sit there whole day & slack ? They ask you come here work not sit there be model. Even if you wanna be a model also can't lah. Look at your lj face. OLD HAG ! Stupid MAY LEE ! Fcuk ur asshole ttm !

March holidays is coming & I thought I would be going oversea again but now I guess not. Daddy can't get any leave that whole week again. I can go anytime but its that bitch who need to go school. School gonna start in less then 2 months & I'm scare like shyt. I don't like talking to people I don't know & that I'm gonna die. I hate being alone :( Scare to see ' him ' in school. Seriously, I don't know I kinda hate him. See him feel like slapping him & I DON'T KNOW WHY !! What is wrong with me I also don't know. Get pissed off easily nowadays.

Dear MrComputer, please don't die at this period of time
or I'm gonna be bored ttm at home when everyone is working.
Dear MrRollerMouse, please don't go crazy now. PLEASEEEEE !
Or I will go mad keep restart com.
Thankyou MrComputer & MrRollerMouse :)

Finally , i updated my bloggie :D Like for months its dead. Its a brand new year & its already feb. Time really do pass superduper fast.

My O lvl result ain't good. Very bad. Till now even when i think bout it , tears still roll down from my eyes. Got into ite business studies ( admin ). Fcuk ite alright. Its not the course i wanted. The course i really wanted , interested in studying was my first choice , hospitality. But its alright since ite was not the school i wanted to study in i shall work hard in this course & get into poly's hospitality. I know its hard & i have to work super hard. I'm no longer that lucky who is able to just pass PSLE , just pass N lvl. I failed badly. I'm unable to make my parents proud of me. From now on , i have to work hard for things i want , for my own future.

Chinese new year is over. No cny mood at all even on the first day. Damn those fcukers who keep asking bout my result & thanks to my mum , she told like everyone i went to ite. Very proud huh ? Told them not to say anything bout it because I don't want them to know. They don't know whats the feeling. They just don't understand. Think this year is not going to be any better. This home , I'm slowly feel its like a hotel to me. Just a place for me to sleep & eat. I can't feel anything from here, simply hate coming back. There's one thing I'm sure of , when i grow up & i when i have the money to feed myself , I'm gonna move out of here.

Lets not talk bout those unhappy stuff. Its just spoiling my mood. Watching lots of drama nowadays. Audi-ing seem nothing to me anymore & that's a good thing. I should have quit that game long ago :D Watching Love Buffet , Endless Love & Vampire Diaries. Will be working with Gwenda on the 19 & 20 . 25 , 26 & 27 we will be staying over at my aunty's place.

Grad night is over . Damn ! Its damn fun one okay . Only the food sux & its damn hot nia . The big ass fan dun help anyway . They change the hall to a dance floor for the last event . Funfun & still fun . Its much more fun den last year . Look kinda fat tat day :( Its also my grandma's bd tat day . Happy Birthday Arhma <3>ich is dance floor but half an hour only -.- Not enough lah . Went back to chialeng house to get our stuff & i forget to take my curler :( Some other time bah . Head down to amanda's house . Make a fool out of myself on the bus :D Clique start to drink & i left kinda early . Was bored lah . Nothing to do & i dun wan to drink . Hate the feeling when im drunk . Reach home bath , used com till 4+ den sleep .


Went to Marina Bay Sand ytd with Tricia , Jiawei & Kenny . Kinda fun leh . HAHAHA ! Its a nice place lah . But sit on bus till butt going melt liao . Walked around & bus down to orchard to have our dinner . All of us ate pasta :D Wait for dragon to come & walk around awhile & home sweet home :D