im so damn tired ~~ stay at home ytd as i wanna be a good girl to let mama & papa happy :x went out with my lovely today . meet meihui & samantha at jurong den train-ed down to lavender to take meihui passport . waited for so long luhh . but its okay as we dun have anything to do . after tat went to orchard for dinner . had coffee club ^^ the food there are quite nice luhh . walk around & sit at centerpoint de mac . wanted to catch a movie but didnt as no more time slot le . train-ed to bugis to meet arhhjingg . went to shesha again . meihui have to go early so we left at 11 . train-ed home & was damn tired luhh .

thinking bout tmr powerhouse make me feel bit sad luhh . cuz i really dun have the mood to go party at this time when my N lvl result will be out the very next day . im really scare to take my result & i know im gonna fail it for sure . i dun have any confident in myself . feeling so damn scare + sad + STRESS !!! thinking tat im going to malaysia the very next day after we get our result really make me no mood for holiday . i wonder if im able to sleep tmr . im really feeling so scare . diana texted me & said she feel they way too . i guess tat it bahh . wat done is done . but im for sure gonna cry when i get my result . even if its not in front of my friends but when im alone at home . mummy & daddy will nvr know how much effort i put in & the most suay thing is tat i fall sleep when im having my papers . they keep saying i nvr study but i already did my best . even if i go to ite , its not a bad thing . at least ite wan me & its the path i chosen . i will have to face it myself .