im feeling so dame ... i dk how to explain it . i simply have no mood to do anything even audi . i dun feel like online , i dun feel like eating , i dun feel like going out . i just wanna sleep as long as i like & let time pass . im not tired . i just dun feel like anything . cuz when im awake , uu are always in my mind . i told myself last time to stop after talking on phone with mama . sorry mama . went out to meet samantha & meihui at vivo last night . thanks daddy for driving the there . walk around vivo then train down to paya lehba ( idk how to spell lahh . ) to meet arhjingg . meihui is feeling upset & trying to fix her reltionship . cheerup okay . after tat we found tat we miss the last train . i was like JIALAT LAHH . GG.COM . cuz daddy say if i dun go home early , i wont be able to get my weekly pocket money . but lucky thanks to meihui , samantha & arhjingg . thanks for the cab & sorry to make uu all walk so far . but not i say wan walk de hor . is mama say de :x but still , im sorry . reach home online & my fcuking internet got problem again . so i have to call mama to talk to let the time pass . talktalktalk den no mood le . sorry mama , dun feel bad or wat hor . im okay ^^ after hanging , i simply have no mood to sleep & i cant get to sleep too . idk wat im thinking . i just sit dere & listening to the same old song over & over again & i wakeup today at 430 . i was like wtf . half a day is gone . GOOD . i dun have to think so much . haiishh . will be meeting mama later for dinner but i seriously dun feel like going out . im sorry .