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2011-12-29T00:37:00.002+08:00

Been a super long time since i last update. So lazy to update :) School is alright, everything is alright :) 2012 is coming in 2 more days :D && CNY is less den a month :)

2011-06-11T01:46:00.004+08:00

Was playing with my makeup just now so i decided to change just to take photos. HAHAHA ! I must be damn bored ! All my sis fault, she don't want to get her ass up to let me use the computer :(

Been missing clique missing recently && seriously, I miss all of them :(( I miss out so much fun, so much gossiping :x Holiday must meet up alright <3 Promise i will make my time free to meet you guys <33

School term is ending in one more week :DDD WEEEE ! Happy ttm :D Time passes damn fast huh, its like few week ago just start school now holiday le. 3 more terms to go && I'm out of ITE :D Finished all my exam for this term :( I think i did badly:( My biggest hope was in POA but it seems to be the one that disappoint me the most. Studied POA since sec 3, basic also dk. What the hell am i doing sia :( My attendants isn't very good either :( Stop skipping lesson joanna ! You don't wish to see warning letter in ur letterbox don't you ? Have to be a good girl next term alright !

Holiday! I wanna work during the holiday but I don't I can find it:x Actually is lazy lah :x So many programs during holiday. Classmates wanna go wildwildwet, gonna have chalet/genting trip with classmates. Haven done any planning for the clique yet but I'm sure we gonna have programs during june holiday right :DD &&&& REALLY HOPE GENTING TRIP WITH CLASSMATES IS SUCCESSFUL:DD Been kinda close with the guys in our class, guess it isn't hard to make friends right joanna. HEHE :D Swimming lesson next week during S&W, can't wait for it. BUT, can't eat much these few days. Must control or else .......

Seriously, you're damn cute
&& with your cuteness, you melted my heart.
But things don't seem to be going the way i wanted
Its seem so hot now && cold the other moment
Imy at night && sometime, I really wish i could run over to
you so much that i didn't have this kinda feelings before
<3

2011-05-04T16:11:00.002+08:00

Currently in school having OFA :(

School damn boring, nothing must. Still can't get use to my ITE life && i super hate it. Everyday lesson so long, lesson so boring. Simply have no mood to carry on. Its not the course i wanted anyway. Have to tahan 2 more years && off i goooo ~

No internet at home now cuz brother cut it away :(( I can't update on my blog, 2am news, can't update my songs :(( Super sian at home can. Only can use phone && try connect it to wiki. Fcuking siannnnnn ~

Birthday coming in 2 more months :DD Finally, i'm turning 18 <33

2011-03-12T01:23:00.002+08:00

It's been long time since i last blog with my own pictures. It's march already. Still remember when I'm in secondary school, I'm dying for march holiday, june holiday, september holiday & december holiday. But now, I miss school. I miss hillgrove :( Staying at home doing nothing is boring.

Been shopping these few weeks. Feel so sinful ! My money, I have to control it. Pay is coming soon i guess. Its march 11 already & the pay is not here yet. Damn it! Went to IT fair yesterday with mummy, sister & my da-yi. So many people even its the first day. Someone was working there. Wanted to go look for him but i don't know where he is. Brought a new earpiece for myself :D & i found a webcam at home. Mummy brought it long ago from china -.- Simply hate china products luh although many items are ' made in china '. So cheapo one luh. Gonna get a new laptop for myself in ite :D Weee ~ Gonna get a pink one :DD Adult fare dame expensive man which spoil my mood of going out. 1 trip nia $1++. Going sentosa tomorrow with my clique. So excited. But many people not joining us :( Tricia & Yishan !!! My baobei sunnu & baby not coming :(( Sad ttm. Lucky I still have my girls around :DD Having steamboat for dinner tmr ! It been long time since i last meet arhboy, hehe. Gonna tune in early tonight, its a long day tomorrow.

Hope time make me feel better
with you treating me this way.
I hate it. One moment you are sweet,
One moment you are not & saying stuff which
I don't wanna hear.

2011-02-24T03:17:00.003+08:00

Have been sleeping really late nowadays. No school what but dear Joanna , its bad for your health. Even now when I'm blogging its already 3.20am. Go sleep now & stop playing facebook CSI , crazy going after jokwon :x

Worked on last weekend was tiring. Maybe because I didn't work for sure a long time that why. Standing whole day & thanks Gwenda, I'm not that bored after all :D Won't be working for natas because the pay is too low le lah. Kinda pissed off by that stupid auntie who is working there. Who she think she is man. My job is to serve customer to you guys & telling people where to go NOT BY YOU TELLING ME WHAT TO DO ! Serve you customers you scold me ask me don't serve you. Fine~ But why the hell you keep show attitude & stare at me when I didn't serve any customers to you ?!?! You told me to do that & so I did. What the fcuk you want sia? Sit there whole day & slack ? They ask you come here work not sit there be model. Even if you wanna be a model also can't lah. Look at your lj face. OLD HAG ! Stupid MAY LEE ! Fcuk ur asshole ttm !

March holidays is coming & I thought I would be going oversea again but now I guess not. Daddy can't get any leave that whole week again. I can go anytime but its that bitch who need to go school. School gonna start in less then 2 months & I'm scare like shyt. I don't like talking to people I don't know & that I'm gonna die. I hate being alone :( Scare to see ' him ' in school. Seriously, I don't know I kinda hate him. See him feel like slapping him & I DON'T KNOW WHY !! What is wrong with me I also don't know. Get pissed off easily nowadays.

Dear MrComputer, please don't die at this period of time
or I'm gonna be bored ttm at home when everyone is working.
Dear MrRollerMouse, please don't go crazy now. PLEASEEEEE !
Or I will go mad keep restart com.
Thankyou MrComputer & MrRollerMouse :)

2011-02-08T05:03:00.008+08:00

Finally , i updated my bloggie :D Like for months its dead. Its a brand new year & its already feb. Time really do pass superduper fast.

My O lvl result ain't good. Very bad. Till now even when i think bout it , tears still roll down from my eyes. Got into ite business studies ( admin ). Fcuk ite alright. Its not the course i wanted. The course i really wanted , interested in studying was my first choice , hospitality. But its alright since ite was not the school i wanted to study in i shall work hard in this course & get into poly's hospitality. I know its hard & i have to work super hard. I'm no longer that lucky who is able to just pass PSLE , just pass N lvl. I failed badly. I'm unable to make my parents proud of me. From now on , i have to work hard for things i want , for my own future.

Chinese new year is over. No cny mood at all even on the first day. Damn those fcukers who keep asking bout my result & thanks to my mum , she told like everyone i went to ite. Very proud huh ? Told them not to say anything bout it because I don't want them to know. They don't know whats the feeling. They just don't understand. Think this year is not going to be any better. This home , I'm slowly feel its like a hotel to me. Just a place for me to sleep & eat. I can't feel anything from here, simply hate coming back. There's one thing I'm sure of , when i grow up & i when i have the money to feed myself , I'm gonna move out of here.

Lets not talk bout those unhappy stuff. Its just spoiling my mood. Watching lots of drama nowadays. Audi-ing seem nothing to me anymore & that's a good thing. I should have quit that game long ago :D Watching Love Buffet , Endless Love & Vampire Diaries. Will be working with Gwenda on the 19 & 20 . 25 , 26 & 27 we will be staying over at my aunty's place.

2010-11-24T22:43:00.004+08:00

Grad night is over . Damn ! Its damn fun one okay . Only the food sux & its damn hot nia . The big ass fan dun help anyway . They change the hall to a dance floor for the last event . Funfun & still fun . Its much more fun den last year . Look kinda fat tat day :( Its also my grandma's bd tat day . Happy Birthday Arhma <3>ich is dance floor but half an hour only -.- Not enough lah . Went back to chialeng house to get our stuff & i forget to take my curler :( Some other time bah . Head down to amanda's house . Make a fool out of myself on the bus :D Clique start to drink & i left kinda early . Was bored lah . Nothing to do & i dun wan to drink . Hate the feeling when im drunk . Reach home bath , used com till 4+ den sleep .

Went to Marina Bay Sand ytd with Tricia , Jiawei & Kenny . Kinda fun leh . HAHAHA ! Its a nice place lah . But sit on bus till butt going melt liao . Walked around & bus down to orchard to have our dinner . All of us ate pasta :D Wait for dragon to come & walk around awhile & home sweet home :D

2010-11-18T03:02:00.002+08:00

Grad night will he held tomorrow in school . Time seems to pass so fast tat no one notice it . Start of this year , everyone was like not really close with one another cuz we came from 2 different classes . But now , we are like a family . We are leaving school & we are going on separate ways . Maybe 10 years down the road we might be working in the same company ? Who knows ? I am looking forward for tomorrow prom . Hope i wont cry there :D

2010-11-14T03:21:00.002+08:00

Finally O lvl is over !! Its like finally can . Time for us to enjoy before we get back out results . Gwenda is staring to work tmr , followed by the rest but me ? Sitting at home -.- Wondering if mummy got help me ask her work there if they are hiring .

When out with cliques today to get our stuff for prom . Was fun but damn tiring . Legs damn pain like shyt . Brought everything :) When to orchard to continue shop . Head down to 1head after tat . Chatting with zhihao they all bout where to go after prom . Hmm ... I also dk . Cant really think of any place to go . Will be meeting liqing on next tuesday to get a haircut tgt . Gonna collect my prom ticket from school first . Mr Chin keep go home so early ! Gonna do pedicure too , shave my eyebrown . Feeling so tired . 6 more days to prom . OMG , I cant wait !!

2010-11-11T12:28:00.002+08:00

Cute right ?!?! HAHAHAHA ! Love him lah , super cute sia . But i still love Show lah >< Been watching We Got Married Adam Couple these few days . JoKwon & GaIn are cute lah . Hahas .

Last paper on 12 nov ! Like finally ~ Cant wait for exams to be over & im freeeeeee ~ Sleeping veryvery late these few days . My body timing wrong liao . Have to try sleep earlier . ARHHH ! Nth much to blog bout ~ BYE ~ Back to watch my WGM :D

2010-10-28T01:58:00.002+08:00

Blog is so dead . Its been a longlong time since i last update . Alright , just finished editing my blogskin. The previous one simply sux. Time do pass fast. Memories are left behind & life still have to carry on :)

O Level has started. English was alright , Math was .... Its not as hard as i expected but still i am sure i am gonna fail my Math. Tomorrow will be a break for me but i will be studying my Chem for paper 3 on Friday . Good luck everyone :) Looking for a job now but its kinda hard ? No ' lobang '.

Can't really sleep these few days . Wonder what was going on . I guess i am giving myself too much stress bah . Even mummy say that too . Can't eat well , can't sleep well . But kinda feel better today maybe its cuz Math is over .

2010-09-07T16:24:00.002+08:00

Com is finally fixed :D But everything in it is gone :( All my songs , all my pic & my stuffs :(
But thinking some pics were gone i kinda feel happy cuz i dun have to see uu guys anymore in my com :D Foolish me for keeping those pics .

Got back O lvl Chinese result . NOT GOOD CAN ! Gonna retake :( Next week prelim all the way . Dame boring ~ Didnt went to phy remedial today cuz MrChia always teach those tat he taught before & say he didnt . Super boring de his lesson.

Nothing much to post bout . Have to go get my stuff back in my com :(

2010-07-26T18:40:00.004+08:00

Its been super long since i last blog. Didnt know wat to blog bout actually. My birthday is over & im 17. Thanks everyone for celebrating with me. Thanks liqing for the water bottle, bd card ( which i love it like hell ) & ur planning was great , really love it. Thanks gwenda & jac for the banana :D Was shocked to see tat. Thanks tricia for the pencil box. Stop turning my pencil box around & say im tat :x Thanks amanda for the pink panther. Thanks randy for the chocolates. Sorry if i miss out anyone. Thanks for the cake too :D

Went for kbox with tricia , gwen , yishan & jac. Catch a movie a orchard. Its nice lah. So cute. Had dinner & some went home after tat. Went to orchard central ( if im not wrong ). Its so beautiful up there. Went all the way up & sat there chatting. Home sweet home after tat. Thanks baby for helping me to carry tat superduper big bag of presents.

O lvl chinese oral & listening is over. Seriously it sux. I am sure i did badly. Oral was all screwed up. God dame it ! Listening i was too nervous & colored the wrong ans when i know its not tat ans . Fcuk it ! English oral is coming next month. I wish i could do well for tat stupid picture. Hope i can stop getting sick . So damn tried of getting sick luh .

Gwenda & jac bd is coming next month & we intend to have a bbq at gwenda's place. I am so looking forward ! Please let me drink some alright , i promise i wont get myself drunk :x Hope there will be a stay over tat night :D Lastly , its our 2nd month tmr baby♥

2010-07-06T21:06:00.003+08:00

So many things in my head which i wanna blog about . But i am scare i will forget leh >.< School simply sux like shyt ! But i did my poa test today & i really got ans hor , guai right .

Went to pulau ubin last sat & its was awesome ! Although it was raining & some unpleasant but we still make it & still riding in the rain ~ Lucky no one is sick . Baby made lots of new friends that day & he seems to be happy . Was super tired when i reached home & i heard today from gwenda that they still conference that night when they got home . Wth , they super zai ! Meet up with baby for the past 3 days :) Gwenda make me so damn ps ytd at mrt station >.<

O Level is not far from us anymore . Thinking back , i actually spend my time playing com , doing smth with is useless all these while . Last time i can't even know wat is the differences between O & N level but now , i passed my N & i am taking O this year. Time really do fly so super fast . I am turning 17 this coming sunday . 17 years ago i was still in my mama stomach & now i am so big now . How amazing .

Thinking back sometime , i do miss spending time with uu guys . Although that problem make us stop talking & even going out but i do miss those time . You guys let me know lots of things which can't be learn in school . But seriously , i still do hate uu & idk why i can't forgive uu . Everytime when i think of times spending with uu guys , i do still will cure uu & stuff . How childish i am . HAHA ! Just uu nia , one nia . I wish to talk to uu guys & going out again like how we used to be . Going out very late at night for clubbing & stuff :D But i won't go clubbing now lah . But still , without the S along which is impossible lah . I am thinking way too much . But seriously , i miss spending time with uu guys .

A group photo taken when we are in pulau ubin :D

2010-06-30T21:25:00.002+08:00

Its been a month :) Very long no update le. Holidays has ended & going back to school simply suck lah. How i wish O lvl is over so no school till next year !

Have been falling asleep in math lesson cuz its super boring but i have to force myself to do those past year paper. Will be going over to another class for math lesson from tmr onward. Kinda worry cuz of the teacher lah. Hope she won't make me life hard !

Baby will be starting his school next week in cck ite. Its super big de luh. Har ! No more sleeping late for uu le. Have to study hard alright. We both have to work hard for our goals <3

O lvl is not over but we are thinking super far of how to celebrate or spend the holidays. Planning to go genting with classmates but thinking bout the price of the hotel, bus fare & the money we are spending there simply spoil our mood lah. Or maybe somewhere else ? Idk , its still far ahead.

2010-06-03T18:34:00.002+08:00

For quite some time never update blog le . O Level chinese is over , finally ! June holiday is here ~! Finally , i can take a shortshort break . Have been skipping Help4 . Damn stupid luh , ask us go back .

27th of every month <3 Have been going out with baby these few days. This June holidays i am sure im super busy . Lots of events coming up. Have to manage my time wisely.

Shop for my shoe this coming sat
Wedding dinner on the 12th
Baby's birthday on the 14th
Fam outing on the 16th

I am sure there is lots more coming up . Have to take a super good rest this June holidays . See you tmr baby :)

2010-05-15T12:13:00.003+08:00

FInally MYE has ended . MYE is super hard de luh . Can't do almost all the paper . Let hope the result i am getting back is not as worst as i thought it would be .

Collected my new spect which make me waited for like almost half a month . Super slow one can . Went out with clique yesterday after we finish out chinese listening . Went to jurong safra for kbox :D Went home after k-box which gwenda , chialeng& tricia came over my place . Had girls' talk :D Was laughing & chatting happily lah . They went back at 11+ . Was super tired & went to sleep .

Morning wakeup mummy is back from oversea trip :D Will be having our dinner outside later :D

2010-05-08T15:49:00.002+08:00

MYE has started && it will end next week :D But i really don't have the mood to study , nothing is getting into my brain . I am gonna fail like shyt this time round .

Wanted to go out today , but all was being screwed up . My phone is so silent , when are you going to give me a msg ? Damn it , people is working lah :( Mother's day tomorrow but mummy is not in Singapore :( Gonna buy a cake down to visit my grandmother tomorrow . Hope it will be fun over there . I don't want to die of boredom .

2010-05-03T00:14:00.008+08:00

Firstly , wanna say i big HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY to Eunice Ee Chiaw Hui ! Hope uu really enjoy urself today :D Actually , this should be posted on the 2may but i came back late . Had Kuishin Bo @ Jurong point for dinner . Its really nice :D So sorry yitian i didn't went down to Bugis to find uu . Will cover up some other days okay :D

Secondly , a superduper big HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY to my dearest GUAISUNZI , Tan Zhi Hao !!! Arhma wu xim hor , called uu at nicely 12am to say happy birthday . Still dare ask me call uu for wat , smack uu arh . Remember to take back ur bd card from ur mummy . Enjoy urself today okay . Arhma super happy lah cuz uu said im more cute den eugene :D ARHMA SUPERDUPER LOVE UU LAH !!

Ohoh && Happy 15th Birthday To Brendyn :D ( Tricia's brother )

2010-05-01T00:39:00.001+08:00

I Miss Talking To You .

2010-04-25T18:45:00.002+08:00

Got my blogskin changed . Took a super long time editing it . Checking links , removing dead link && relink people .

What a boring weekend . I am staying at home . Sorry guys i didn't make it for yesterday dinner . Gonna star doing my homework & not rotting in front of the computer . MYE is around the corner & i have not started revision . Time is always not enough for me . Getting sick & tired of school but have to go on with it cuz i only left then half a year to finish my secondary school education . Wondering how am i going to go for my O level . My study simply sux like hell & i am fighting for a place in poly with so many school island wide . God damn me !

2010-04-21T22:41:00.002+08:00

Got myself a new phone , Sony Ericsson Vivaz :D I am once again sick . WTH$%^&* Always like tat .

School simply get more && more boring lah when O lvl is getting nearer . Lots of work coming up && i dun even know if i have enough time to finish it . But teachers are not coming to classes . So just sit in class && chat bout the hot topic which is ' jiawei && a bouncing ball ' .

Gonna turn in early but i cant sleep even after i ate the medicine which make me sleepy :(

2010-04-11T21:19:00.001+08:00

Super disappointed . Nothing much to say bout . How i fucking wish i am born in ' ur ' family .

2010-04-09T17:47:00.002+08:00

Its friday && that means no school tmr :D Its like FINALLY !! Superduper tired this whole week . Don't know what is wrong . Life is getting hard when O lvl is getting near . Lots of work coming up .

Math test today simply suck . Damn , its hard . Kinda get the ans but the number was too big && i change it . There goes my marks :( Kinda disappointed lah . But the marks is not out yet . It might be correct ( hope so ) . Lessons are boring && i am lacking of sleep which makes me fall asleep in class . Damn , this simply can't go on . Mrpan is leaving soon i think . After our midyear exam ? Wondering who will be taking over .

My 2 years plan is finishing real soon on the 18april :DD Simply can't wait to change my phone . But mummy is going oversea again on the 16th . She said will bring me down to change tmr if she is free :D Kinda miss this phone . Its like still look new lah && it has accompany me for 2 years day && night . I don't intend to trade-in this phone i am currently using . Lots of stuff inside .

Mummy has recover but now , it spread around the house . Sis && bro got it . I , daddy && maid is the lucky one who ran away from these virus . Sis is down with fever , bro not sure as he is in camp . Get well soon alright :D

2010-04-06T00:26:00.002+08:00

Finally , i have finish watching KO One , The X-Family && KO 3anguo . So many episodes to watch man . Overall , its a nice show . Will be watching 霹靂MIT next . I know its a long time ago show lah . But it seem nice to me with Guigui inside :D

Feeling damn sleepy && tired these few days . It must be because few days back when i chiong-ing watching KO 3anguo && lack of sleep . School as usual , boring . Will be having my chinese oral tmr . Wtf!@#$%^&* . I can't really chinese word lah although i keep speaking in chinese . Suck lah . O Level is getting closer && closer but i don't seems to be working hard like others . I am still happily playing all day long . Die is the word i will write when O Level start . Wondering if i should go for breakfast tmr morning with clique . Should i have Mac , Nasi Lemak or sleep at home till 7am . Haven turn up for those few week for breakfast cuz i can't get up lah .

Mummy is also back from oversea ytd :D But she is sick today . Get well soon alright <3 Mummy will be going oversea again soon && she said she will get a SHOW's CDs for me :D SHOW is having his world tour && one of the stop is SINGAPORE !!! I wanna go watch it . Its 3D leh . I wan i wan but there is no one accompanying me there :( Miss all the fun :(

2010-04-01T22:59:00.002+08:00

APRIL FOOL DAY EVERYONE :D
Being fooled by tricia today for the ' LOOK !! there is a red egg over there ' Nice huh . First one to be fooled by her . Cross country today . Superduper tired lah . Ask us so early go , den start so late . I can sleep for 1 more hour luh . Super long to run de luh . But most of the time im walking :D I regretted stopping luh . Once i stop , cramp started && i can't run again . Went to Jurong point to look for eugene's bd present . Going up && down many times . Trained home && can see everyone look tired lah . Took a afternoon nap && here im :D Still feeling sleepy after the nap . Sleeping is never enough for me :D Going over to eugene's bbq tmr as its his 18th bd . Heard there is super lots of ppl :( Shall enjoy myself tmr && sleep latelate till afternoon :D

2010-03-29T23:14:00.002+08:00

Sick for almost a week le . Going back to school on wed . Lesson for one day only this week as thursday got cross country && friday is Good Friday :D Fever + Stomach flu = SUPERDUPER NAN SHOU !! Nothing much to update bout .

2010-03-25T17:58:00.002+08:00

Had been days since i last update . Lots of things to update but i had forgotten liao . So damn tired these few days . 1 week holiday is not enough lah but its better den none .

Down with fever yesterday . How i wish i had not recover today den i can stay at home && rest all i wanted . Teachers nagging make me feel sleepy , some dummy classmate who thinks he is damn ' smart ' make me pissed off . Fucking face just look like shyt .

Had our lunch at this newly open ' Coffee Station ' at Gomback MRT . Not bad lah the food there but the cheese cake de nice :D SUPER LOVE IT !! Wondering if there will really be Oreo Cheese Cake tmr . Have to finish all my math && rest early tonight . I don't know what is happening to my body , feeling so damn tired easily .

Andy's birthday tmr * if im not wrong
Daddy's birthday on this coming sat ! * :( he is in Beijing
Cross country next thursday at japanese garden
Eugene's birthday on 2 april * if im not wrong bah . sorry if i rmr the wrong day .

2010-03-19T16:22:00.002+08:00

Its 4.23pm && i just wokeup !! Nice huh :D Went out with clique yesterday for a picnic at Marina Barrage but ended up going to Vivo city as its raining :( But its fun lah going over to Vivo for picnic :D

After picnic some wanted to play pool so went over to parkland . Some of us walk around as we don't wan play but also ended up playing :s Trained back to batok as we wanna go singing at csc but when we reached there , they are closing :( So cab down to timah as kenny said there is a newly open KTV at one of the lan shop there . GRR !! Its badd lah ! Time is so short , no aircon && keep having problem . After singing went to IRC for pool again && home sweet home . So damn sleepy .

2010-03-16T23:26:00.002+08:00

Just came back from town . Its a tiring day for me lah . Slept at 2am ytd night && wokeup at 10am today . 101 % not enough sleep for me lah .

Was late && even more late as i waited for jiawei . LOL . But cannot blame lah . Both wakeup late :D Went to alot places today . Meet up with the rest at batok && trained down to ClarkQuay . Had our lunch there && walk around . Nothing much de . Played alot along the way :D Bused down to Orchard . Wanted to watch movie but all of us decided to go Kbox :D Long time no go liao eh . Dragon got himself bit of drunk . Or maybe he didn't . Finish our Kbox-ing && went to Centerpoint for dinner . NewYorkNewYork :D Finish our dinner && bused down to Marina ? Or its Cityhall ? I don't know which one but its one of them :D Walk around && all of us got bored lah . Thanks Jiawei && Tricia for helping out with my hair . If not i have to say byebye to my hair liao . Home sweet home after tat . Super tired lah . My legs super pain can :(

Enjoy myself today cuz there are super lots of laugher can but its super tired :)

2010-03-16T00:59:00.002+08:00

Finally its march holiday . Time passes so damn fast can . 1 week of holiday is 101% not enough for me lah :(Today weather so damn cold that my hands are cold for the whole day :( Thinking of those homework for holiday really make me turn off luh . Will be going back to school on thursday for Phy remedial . Will be going out with classmate tmr for english work . Where are we going ? Haven decide :( God !! Singapore where got interesting places . So damn small luh . Feeling so damn hungry now , but i can't eat anything as im turning in soon . Still tagging hearts in audi . Hope can catch up with some ppl out there .

Been staying at home for the pass 2 days :D && today its the 15th . ROMP V !! So damn tempting but i am not going anyway :D Its maybe fun going there && staying out late at night but thinking back , its kinda dumb && waste luh . So many ppl inside on the same dance floor && wasting cabbing home with midnight charges . So damn squeeze inside luh . Don't know why i am so dumb to go last time . But till now , its still tempting lah . But i won't go there waste my time && money on it :D Can't wait for thursday to arrive . Although there is remedial in the morning but will be going to marina barrage with cliques :D PICNIC !!! Wondering what to bring on tat day as hotdog has been taken :( Can't wait to see Venice's sushi . Thinking of all these food makes me even more hungry :( 1.18am le . Time for me to go sleep le . If not i am not able to get up tmr morning :D Night readers :D

2010-03-13T23:19:00.003+08:00

Its has been long time since i update my blog . Too lazy to update :x Had been watching show all these time . So many things i forgotten le . So have nth to update bout leh .
Went out with Girls ytd day after school . Head down to Suntec as some of them want to go for the IT show . I wanted to buy a PSP memory card && a newpiece but my bro told me buying a memory card for wat , i am not always using it so why waste the money && earpiece as i am changing my phone soon :D So i save up the money :D After tat we went to haji land for shesha . Was okay lah overall :D Total bill was $105 on shesha :D Headed to gombak && slack . OMT lah . Started drinking again && i got drunk again :( Don't remember much leh . Liqing told me tat they pour water on my head && i slept on liqing && yishan legs . Nice huh :D Thanks arh && sorry for causing the mess :D

2010-03-03T19:18:00.004+08:00

Common test has finally ended . Didn't do well for my chem && POA :( Didn't expect my chem would fail till so ... But lucky i am not the lowest && i don't want tat kinda marks for my O lvl :(

Had my lunch after school at yewtee tgt with liqing , gwenda , tricia && jiawei . Super lots of craps for us to talk . Love the way liqing drink our ice kachang by straw . NICE ONE MAN .

WIll be going to gwenda's place tmr after school for pizza session :D Its fattening lah . Ate lots of junk food for the past few days . Wanna enjoy my weekend this week but its been rune at the very day of the week . Fcuk it . Think we are getting back our math paper tmr . I wonder how badly i had done . Scare to see my math result .

Get a good rest :D
Pizza session tmr at Gwenda's place
Nothing on weekend . Faster plan ppl :D
Having workshop on wed , thur && friday :(
Going to IT show on friday with Zhihao .co
Want to get a new memory card for my psp && earpiece ( LOUDLOUD DE )
Maybe a MP3 ?

2010-03-01T20:21:00.002+08:00

HAHAS . Had this conversation with tricia during chinese lesson . Bird language >< HAHAHAS .

Think today chem paper sure byebye liao . I don't know how to do :( But phy was still okay . POA no need say . Sure byebye also :D Last 2 paper tmr && its end of common test . Geo && math . This 2 subject gonna kill me man . Hope its not as hard as i tot :D

Lesson today was okay :D Sian , tmr have POA . Gonna see tat super buang de mrtan . His lesson super boring lah . Go ahead call my parents luh . I don't give a damn to it . But pls arh , don't say my friends wat don't know how to study , results not good . Ur son de results very good meh ? Arhh !! Don't say bout him , make me dulan only .

I believe when time passes , i will be fine . I may forgive but i will never forget . Never know when uu guys will bite my tail again when i am sleeping . Make no scent lah . Sua , thinking of it just killing my brain cells . Why wasting my brain cells on them ? HAHAS .

2010-02-28T11:59:00.003+08:00

Not all scars show, not all wounds heal . Sometimes you can't always see the pain someone feels . The bitterest tears shed over graves are for words left unsaid and deeds left undone .

How foolish can i go ? Lies is all i heard . If uu guys really care , uu guys should have let me know when i even ask . Not turning a big round && i found out myself . Not blaming uu guys cuz love is selfish . HAHAHAHAS . I finally realize it . No matter wat others say , i won't believe ever again . Believe only in my own feelings . What my mum told me is really truth . 你不必解释你为什么说谎 .

2010-02-25T00:43:00.002+08:00

Few days no update le . Feeling so damn tired these few days && common test is coming . So many things to do but so little time . Last week Randy's house steamboat was okay luh . The hotdog super nice can le . Don't know is wat brand de . Sat went to sam house . Lose die me lah . Thanks shiquan for being the da hao ren to cab me home :D Thanks arh . Common test is starting this friday . Social studies , Chinese paper 2 && English paper 2 . No more time le lah . Tmr going to gwenda's place for steamboat again && swimming . New year eat steamboat eat dao scare le lah . Friday going to liqing's place for curry chicken . Heng not steamboat . Sat going for CIP . Where got time to study .

Lessons these few days super slack luh . Teacher no come or maybe cuz i am going mad in school tat why i think time pass super fast . Tricia && sly get well soon okay . Without uu 2 in class like boring like tat leh although still got liqing && jolene . Saw weijie's new headset on his blog . COOL BI LE !!! Damn nice && cool de . He shouldn't have post his webcam pic . So damn cool can . Later hai wo bei dian dao how . HAHAHAHAS . But the price also very nice lah :x Going 1am le . Think should study awhile de ss den go sleep . If not tmr sure cannot finish .

2010-02-18T12:17:00.005+08:00

Did some CNY shopping before newyear . Had reunion dinner at uncle's house . Not good lah , didn't ate much as those food there don't suit my taste :( I still prefer at my house lah , where mummy will prepare lots of food for us :D Anyway , its new year . No complain :D

1st day of CNY !!! This year is kinda different as my grandma is staying at my uncle's place so no ppl will come bai nian as early as 8am in the morning to wake us all up :D Leave house at bout 1pm && 1st stop was to my uncle's place again to bai nian with my grandma :D Ate our lunch there , sit down chitchat && off to AMK . That place simply sux lah . Hate to go there lahh . Don't like those ppl there . But no choices , have to go CUZ OF ANGBAO . Last stop was to my ' kuku ' house . Don't know why we call him ' kuku ' but he is my mum older bro lah . HAHA . Had our dinner there && watch tv luhh . Watch till i fall asleep luhh . Wakeup use com && home sweet home . Kinda boring lah without brother .

2nd day of CNY !! Meet up with tricia they all at cck mrt . Sorry to keep uu guys waiting . So far luhh Mdm Chen de house . Reach there had pizza for lunch . Thanks Mdm Chen :D Chitchat , went to playground with her kids , back to her house for ghost stories . One of the stories scare me lah :( && the guys were like laughing at me especially zhihao :( So bad de uu . Leave her house && train back to yewtee . The rest went over to jiawei's place while i went home && change . So hot luhh . Play cards at jiawei's house && i leave at 8pm while the rest continue to play . Went over to uncle's place again . Had my very late dinner there && play poker luh . Lose money can :( Home sweet home :D

3rd day of CNY !! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DIANA !!! Was going to my auntie's place but i wanted to see how zhihao's place look like so i didn't go . But when i reach kovan , they told me they are leaving to amanda's place :((((( Waste my trip there luhh . I overstayed in the mrt && had to pay 2dollar :( Play poker at amanda's place && i lose all my money there lah . But 5dollar nia :x Dinner time they all came over to my place for steamboat . Hope uu guys had a great time here :D Played poker && HAHHAHAHAHS . Shall not say $_$ They have to leave early as there will be school the next day .

4th day of CNY !! So sux lahh , have to go back school :( So damn sleepy luh . Keep falling asleep in class . After school went to lotone with liqing for lunch at pastamania . Walk around lotone && home sweet home . Actually going to my arhyi's place de . But im way too tired && there are still homework to be done so i stayed at home all alone :(

Didn't go to school today as im really way too tired lah . But when i wakeup , im down with flu liao :( Have to go poly later to get my medicine && mc :( Going over to randy's place at evening for steamboat && of course not forgetting poker lah :x

2010-02-08T22:10:00.003+08:00

Top 2 was done in Science Center && the last was in school chem lab :D Trip to Science Center today was not bad bah . Maybe cuz i am so called ' Professor Gila ' cuz i keep laughing non stop till tricia will miss my laughter okay . Lesson was okay lah . Did lots of experiment till i keep kana my hand . There will be math test tomorrow && now here i am blogging when my bag is still downstair lying in the dinning table :x Wondering what to type now . After watching show , i suddenly feel so down && i don't know why && what happen .

Am i thinking too much or its true ? Wondering why i have this weirdweird feeling . I really don't know .

2010-02-05T23:05:00.005+08:00

So shuai right ? Hahas , actually this was ytd post but blogger have problem . I failed my 2.4 today by 1min :( Run till my heart very pain okay that why i stop :( 2 weeks later have to re-take . Maybe i am going for jogging at the evening with i am free . This can help me lose weight && keep me fit :D Things are going well in school . Have lots of laughter every single day , doing stupid things , making teachers angry :D Lessons are same as usual . Only spotted that Mrchin is different this week . He is having good mood this week && we girls have our reason of saying him ' in a good mood ' . HAHAS . While Mrho going mad luhh . For this 3 years being taught by his , its the very first time i see him so angry && shout like a mad dog at us . Really scare me . But its normal lahh . Teacher always scream here && there one :D Where will i be next year ? I also don't know leh . Will be going out tomorrow with Liqing & co . for CNY shopping again . Liqing arh , faster buy arh , think you are the only one haven buy a single thing . Haha . Will be going to bugis && orchard tmr . Hope to get a top tomorrow if not i will have to go shopping next week again . Have been going out on weekends for these few weeks && some even weekdays . Super tired of shopping now . Really need a good rest or this week . Hope to see yitian at bugis too as he is going there in the evening . But evening think we have leave that place le bah . Lots of things coming up next week .

Yishan's 17 birthday on this coming monday
Going to Science Center on monday
Tuesday have to start baking things for CIP
Math test on Tuesday
Wednesday CIP booth start ( might be helping out if they need any help )
Math remedial on Thursday
CNY celebration on Friday :D
Maybe going out to buy clothes if i can't get one tomorrow
Saturday eve on CNY :DD
Sunday 1st day of CNY :DD
ANGBAOOOO ~~

2010-02-05T00:31:00.002+08:00

What is wrong with blogger !?!? Why can't i post wat i wan . Fk !! Lousy blogger . SHIT UU !!!

2010-01-31T12:46:00.002+08:00

HAPPYBIRTHDAY TO GAOLIQING ~
Hope uu enjoyed urself ytd . Was tired ytd night so nvr post . Meetup with gwenda && co. at cck mrt . Actually wanna go Liqing's house give her surprise de , but then she run out the house to meet her friends . So have to find other place . Went to long john silver to meetup with the guys && headed to venice house there . Everyone was there waiting for liqing to come to cut cake . Heng arhh , no play cream . Hahas . Slack there for quite long && headed to marina .

Zack , ur forfeit haven do lah :x Was a long way there ~ Took the shuttle bus in to marina barrage . Reach there took some jump shots && pei gwenda to one side to finish her bd present . Finish le go back all of them saying they were hungry >< face="arial">for being the photographer :D Took lots of photo but some things happen luh . The guys say they saw smth at the water there when we were looking for Randy cam de cover as it drop into the water && we took light to shrineshrineshrine .

Amanda && venice went home first , the rest of us continue to walk . Went for toilet break near butterfac den tat zhihao said i see terence shhshh . I only saw the shoulder den i turn le . All cuz of zhihao lah , go open the door to check if he got lock the door . Continue walk to Mrt station && said byebye to andy , kenny && wenhui . Was a long way to Mrt station . On the way me && gwenda was chasing after liqing cuz zhihao scare her with the L4D sound && she keep running non-stop . Went she finally stop , she told us when she turn to look a zhihao she saw smth too tat why she scream && ran . Maybe is she think too much le bahh . Zhihao went home as we are going to cck to slack && its too far for him . Trained to cck && jiawei send tricia home as she is scare luh . After tat he came back to find us . Slackslack den all go home le . Thanks jiawei pei me walk home if not i think i sure cab home although lot one is quite near my house .

Homed , bath , online && sleep . Quite tired ytd night . Still have math homework to finish . Next sat will be going out with them again to look for CNY clothes :D

2010-01-29T21:13:00.003+08:00

GRR , blogger go mad again . Can't post wat i want .

2010-01-27T21:41:00.003+08:00

愛瘋頭 mv is out le :D he look so damn shuai luh can . hahas . die luhh . have been watching too much of hai pai tian xin le . hahas .

school was fine today . stayed back in school for CIP thingy . tmr there will be geography remedial . wondering should go anot ?

2010-01-25T22:29:00.006+08:00

currently , im obsessed in this show by Show Luo Zhi Xiang && Rainie Yang Chen Lin . Wo de tian arhh , it's so damn romantic can . Finally , episode 13 is out yesterday night but i didn't manage to watch cuz today there is school . Can't wait for school to finish but there is remedial . MrChia keep saying ' Joanna , stop talking . ' LOL . Rush home after remedial cuz i can't wait to see lah . Reached home the com is already on * thumb up * :D Load the show && went for a shower . Andy , don't disturb me next time when i watching my show lah . Making me laugh by the ' Xiao Ma Wei ' . Finish my show && had dinner . Kinda sad as the show is ending le . Next week will be the last episode le . So nice de show but so fast end :( Really meaningful leh . Plus luozhixiang is so damn shuai can . Seems that i am addicted to the songs 雨爱 && 爱不单行 . Can keep listening && listening non stop without getting bored . Lots of flashback when i am listening to those songs . Those ppl who haven watch , it's a MUST to watch . Can't wait for next monday :DD

Today school is boring lah . Monday blues . But i seems to talk so damn lot in class can . I talk to liqing for more then half an hours non stop to tell her the show de story . talk till now my sore throat . See lah , this is wat happen if uu talk too much . Lots of teacher didn't came today . MrChua , MrsLow && not forgetting MrPan ( cuz he go for re-service till 8 Feb if i an not wrong ) . English lesson is so BORED without him :(

Venice's 17 Birthday on this coming Wednesday
Liqing's 17 Birthday on this coming Sunday
Pay is coming in a week time :DD
CNY in 2 more weeks :DDD

Some Overdue Pictures

2010-01-25T22:24:00.006+08:00

4m for Y nia . weak de me :(

x13 dens :D

this more weak . 2m for killa :((

2010-01-24T01:50:00.002+08:00

Didn't update these few days cuz im rushing to watch my " Hi My Sweetheart " . finally watch till ep 12 . so sad && sweet luh . went out with liqing && co . meetup at cck && bused down to far east . had lunch there && shopshop . shop finish meetup with them as we all go separate way . left orchard && trained back to batok . had dinner && watched " Daybreaker " . okay lah overall . very erxin can le . blood flying everywhere . so ppl who are scare of blood dun see bah . finish movie && had chitchat session outside westmall && all of us dare not to go home liao luh . trained home && lucky i saw yinwei korkor . thanks for accompany me walk home :D homed bath , online . feeling bit sleepy now as my eyes seems to be swollen don't know why . Have to finish my homework tmr luh . Lots of things to do lah .

Get my pay asap
Return money to meihui , sam && liqing
Get another top before newyear
Finish the storybook that i borrowed from jinyuan
Can't wait for monday for the last ep of " Hi My Sweetheart "

2010-01-19T23:08:00.003+08:00

WEEEEE ~ no homework today as i finished it in POA lesson :D tmr lesson is soooo boring lahh . having chem & phy on the same day :( after school went to westmall with zoe , liqing && qinyi . laugh dao i wan die lahh . super joker . HAHAS . aftermath meetup with meihui . thanks liqing for accompanying me to wait for meihui :D went to find sam , had kfc for dinner , walkwalk && shopshop , homed :D online , bath , watched Hi My sweetheart && dk why suddenly my net got problem den can't load le ><>< siti's && liqing's . GRRR ~~ but most likely , i guess im going with my heart cuz i feel better with them . not cuz of anything , but maybe too many things happen && i don't wish to see or hear again le . sorry . BUT , present will be given later . cuz my pay haven come in . will only get it in feb :D

to someone , grow up luhh . how old liao still ' i friend uu , i don't friend uu ' . sibei joke de luhh .

2010-01-18T20:01:00.003+08:00

which is better ? can help me choose ? piglet or the blackblack de for my msn theme :D
school was boring but had lots of laughter luhh . hahas . had chem remedial today . after tat home sweet howe with tricia && jolene . reached home dinner && later doing my math homework . sian lahh . bo mood do can . LOL .

2010-01-17T22:43:00.002+08:00

WORKWORK&WORK && FCUK UU SIS !! FOR LOSING MY MP5 !!

work was okay for me . just stand there give paper && bring ppl over to mummy there can le . nth much to talk bout lahh . maybe cuz feeling damn fcuking dulan now .

fcuk my sis lah hor . lost my mp5 when uu took it from my bag while i was sleeping without my permission . now lost liao uu happy lah when uu get to action to uu friends . fcuk uu !! everyone thinks tat im wrong for blaming her . wat is wrong ? she small ? so wat if she is small . uu guys only know how to say but uu guys know how i feel ? tat thing does not belongs to uu . if it ur things will uu feel good bout it && still giving stupid fcuking ideas like ' nvm lahh , she is still young ' FCUK OFF LAH HOR . dun ever try taking or using my stuffs again even the computer . im gonna lock it . dun come crying && beg me to unlock it && asking me to stop changing ur stuffs for school when things get wrong .

** not referring to yitian .

2010-01-15T22:30:00.003+08:00

Finally , able to post pic && post :DD

120110
actually , can't really rmr wat happen tat day . only know i after school go buy books with liqing && gwenda at jurong && jurong point . went to look for meihui but they say she just left :( went to brought waffer with gwenda && i ate like small kid can . kana my shirt && some left over chocolate at the side of my mouth . LOL . home sweet home after tat :DD

130110
after school went to lot 1 to meet mummy . shopshop && had lunch + dinner tgt . hahas . brought a new cookie monster pencil case . got maomao de . so cute . thanks mummy although its exp lahh :DD

140110
this day de post dk why can't post :(

150110
keep sleeping early these few days but i will always be awake by 4+ or 5 && i can't get back to sleep . keep thinking of lots of things but idk wat isit lahh . school was as usual . had PE today , start to run ( after half a year or maybe 1 year no PE le ) . 4 round without timing . so damn tiring lah . super long no exercise . after tat went up to gym for games . zhiming && liqing make me laugh lah . hahas . liqing can't catch the ball from zhiming . HAHAS :x nearly fall asleep in math lesson but mrs low caught me . 2nd time le , so malu . after school home sweet home . took a nap && wakeup at 640 . found tat after i wakeup i seems to forget alot of things . wanted to do my homework && found tat i left my math book 2 in class . WTF ? wanted to do math worksheet , but i only bring one back , another one in class . WTF again ? die liao luhh . have to copy everything to book next monday . die lahh . hope i have the time :( so blur de wo . will be working tmr . ARHHH !! hope its okay lahh , cuz first time working tgt with mummy :D

2010-01-13T20:57:00.003+08:00

FK BLOGGER !! ALWAYS CUT MY POST ONE . !!

2010-01-12T21:27:00.003+08:00

Don't know wat is wrong with blogger . Can't upload pics && NOW CANT POST !!

2010-01-11T23:28:00.002+08:00

BAD DAY !!
GRR .. had a bad hair day . humph . went to school as usual . Step out of house wan go down the stair nia saw some idiot ppl shit at the staircase . Fucking errr de luhh . On the way to school cross the road , already cross halfway le den got one car chiong come out . i stop && the driver shouted at me ' watch where uu are going ' EHH STUPID DRIVER !! can't uu see i already cross halfway liao . uu mother fucker . one more time this happen && its uu i won't be like this morning shutup && continue walk le . MOTHER FUCKER !! spoiled my day only . GO OUT BANG TREES DIE DIE SUA !! reached school had lesson as usual luhh . blablabla . stay back to see ppl get their O lvl results . Grats cailing && sophia :DD home sweet home . reached home watched tv , online , do homework :DD guai right . longlong time no do homework le :D mummy also shocked to see me do lehh . WAHHAHA . anyway , thanks yitian for cheering me up with ur ' xiangxiang gongzhu ' & ' xiang shui ' . hahahs .

school gonna start late tmr :DD which means i can sleep longer :DD

2010-01-10T02:09:00.003+08:00

THELASTTIME
i still didn't get enough sleep luhh although its weekend . went to bed at 4+ ytd cuz of all those kitty under my void deck keep meowmeowmeow && tat simply irritated me && can't get to sleep . wakeup at 12+ . audi as usual . went to bath && meetup with sam && meihui at batok . trained to bedok for kbox . sing for don't know how long lahh . just know its few hours . went for our dinner && home sweet home . THANKS MEIHUI FOR THE DINNER && KBOX <333 see uu soon alright .
super sleepy luhh . haven finish my english && chinese . think have to finish tmr bah as im really gonna die on my bed real soon .

mood flying up && down again . but this time round , i know how to stop it le . i just have to stay home :D won't be meeting uu guys so offen le . but still , when i have the time , i will still pick meihui up after her work :D gan dong mah ? LOL staying home is the only way to cool my feelings down . even ppl who know uu for a day have the same feeling for uu . its chi zao de shi && i really don't wanna see it happening . even if it really happen , i think my best options is to stay away . i promise , its the last time im crying out for uu le . i had enough . no one knows my decision && i think its best to keep it to myself .

2010-01-08T14:57:00.006+08:00

BUSYDIEMELELAHHHH !!

lots of homework for this weekend && its just the first week . OMG . english , math , chinese !!! i hate it . its been a long time since i last do homework luhh . 2 years ? i think have bahh :D don't know if i have the time to finish anot . so if i think cant finish , im not going tmr le :D stay home to finish everything . maybe uu guys can help me do my chinese . CUZ I HATE IT && I DON'T KNOW HOW TO READ LAHH :( school is so tiring luhh . maybe i still not use to it yet . FRIDAY ~ tot can come home took afternoon nap but cannot . have to do my stupid work :(

Finish my math exercise ( DONE :D )
Finish chinese workbook
Finish english worksheet

trip to SP ytd totally scuk lahh . no teacher follow && we are on our own . like lost like tat . den the class is being spilt apart . train down to meet sam , jean && arhhjing . after tat go sing k && blablabla . lazy to update lahh . 1120 den reached home , 12 sleep le . super tired . morning i found tat i did'nt had enough sleep ><

2010-01-06T23:12:00.008+08:00

Finally , i lvl-ed :D

HEHE , won aiai & qiaohui :DD

Overdue photo . Miss this set of clothes . I miss my tail :(

2010-01-06T19:19:00.002+08:00

school was okay for today . the floor was wet so have to go back to class . had lessons && teacher start nagging saying its very difference from N lvl && O lvl . blablabla . all saying the same till i can repeat luhh . DAMN !! fall asleep in social studies again . finish school && went for my cca meeting . so late den start luhh . after meeting headed to westmall to buy books && file with diana && yongjie . after tat home sweet home . copied my notes into math book && chinese homework i don't how to do lahh . i don't even understand wat they saying or even read luhh . die luhh . going to singapore poly tmr after school . gonna go for their open house && its a one way trip . we have to take mrt back home by ourself . kuku one school . still wondering if i should go out with meihui && co. on this coming sat . hmm , help me decide ?

2010-01-05T21:32:00.002+08:00

SUPERDUPERSLEEPY D:
nearly fall asleep in math & POA lesson . GRR !! But still , i pull myself up & listen . start lessons today . kinda bored . meetup with liqing & co. at gombak mac . get to see fabian & zhihao :D had breakfast there & thanks eugene for the thermometer . walked to school & blablabla . lazy to talk so much . school ends at 250 today & waited for diana & yongjie . after tat home sweet home . fall asleep for 1/2 an hour . going to get a shower & sleep le . super sleepy lahh .

wondering if i should go out this sat with meihui & lots of stuff still need to buy tmr . GRRR ..

2010-01-04T21:28:00.004+08:00

its the first day in school && i was kinda late for it . cuz of the stupid weather & traffic . har , but i didnt get a late slip cuz i get in by the backback gate :) thanks sam for giving all of us a wakeup call but i was awake before uu called . kinda not used to be in the same class as 4a2 students but was fine in school . no lesson for today :) lessons will start tmr :( fall asleep with my contact lense today in class cuz free period wat . wakeup kinda uncomfortable with my eyes so i took it out . after school walk tgt with tricia & jolene to westmall to have lunch tgt with siyu :) after tat train home . super tired , took a 2 hours nap cuz im afraid i could'nt sleep at night later :)

tmr gonna be a tiring day for me i think . although school starts at 815 , which i can sleep longer for half an hour , but will be having breakfast with liqing & co. at gombak mac at 715 . && school ends at 3pm tmr . OHMINDDDDD !!!! && having lessons i hate the most ( math , PDA ) GRRR ... no mood for anything bahh . sorry sam , wat i told uu in msn just keep to urself && dun ask me why && wat happen . thanks .

2010-01-03T20:10:00.003+08:00

im going back to this freaking school tmr . OMG !!! dun have the mood to study liao lehh after a longlong holiday . gonna hear teacher screaming like dogs at us , seeing classmate sleeping , running around in class , seeing everyone rushing for recess when bell ring & everyone rushing out of class when its time to go home . gonna join class with 4a2 this year . feel kinda miss my class , 4a3 . with zhihao they all in class feel more like a family . now everyone is going on their own ways , i miss uu guys . have time meetup or maybe have class outing bahh . & zhihao , change my pic lahh . not nice sia tat one . so toot one uu still keep . LOL . faster change hor :)

wakeup at 5pm
stayed at home the whole day
gonna pack my stuff for tmr
have to rest early or im going to be zombie tmr
feel like going over to find meihui tmr after school but should i ?
anyone wan accompany me to find her tmr ?

2010-01-03T05:16:00.003+08:00

020110
its my 200th post . but seriously , i dun have the mood to do anything . my mood have been flying ups & down these few days . after thinking so much , i decided its should come to an end cuz i can no longer find anymore reason to keep myself from stop thinking . i wonder .. how close can friends goes ? i really wonder . maybe i really dun understand . gonna vent all my anger , feelings , everything on my private blog . here is really not a good place cuz it will really hurt friendship (:

brought my books today
took a nap in the afternoon
went out for movie at night with my DEAREST
bused home with meihui
thanks alot for the movie & cab

2010-01-02T02:51:00.002+08:00

HAPPYNEWYEAR PPL <33

meetup with samantha . ( sorry to make uu wait so long )
had dinner & vivo & waited for javier .
nth much to update lah

2009-12-31T14:09:00.004+08:00

2010 is coming in less den 24 hours but i dun have the feeling of leaving . 2009 has been a year with lots of laughter , stress & of course , tears . think back remind me of time when i was in school . sleeping during lesson , laughing damn loud , making a fool our of myself . although our friendship seems to be further apart , but things still get back to how it was in the end . hoping going back to school everything will be fine . lots of things to tell everyone but i dun know how to say lehh with my broken english . LOL .

Our friendship has been 4 years or can counted as 5 years le bah since we were sec 1 .

Remember the first day of school where Tricia kick my chair & when i turn around she smile at me say intro herself & also during sec 1 camp , i share my sleeping bag with uu , shermaine & siewhwei . still keeping the paper with ur house number on it with me :) time passed & we have been tgt in the same class for 4 years & next year , we both are still in the same class . haha . thanks for being there when i was crying & uu tried to cheer me up :)

Gwenda , although we wasnt tat close but overall , uu are still my nuer ? hahas . ur result is always the best amoung us & during sec 3 , we spilt classes . uu always remind me of an apple cuz when uu cried ur whole face turn real red :) time passed & our friendship seems to be tearing apart . but seriouly , i was shocked when uu & liqing said sorry on my facebook wall . hope we still can get back to how we used to next year :)

Liqing , always the most cheerup girl amoung us . uu were the one who always cheer us up when we were sad . remembering those days when we were in the same class , uu always draw on ur table & even wall . those days were really damn relax & happy . thanks for coming over to my house to help me with the hearts . aiyah , thanks for everything cuz too much liao . see uu next year in the same class :)

My dearest Diana <33>

Thanks for everything diana . uu were always there for me when im super down . thanks for those days in school when im all alone & uu are the one who accompany me . thanks for everything uu did & of course ur parents . thanks for driving me home & helping me makeup . if its wasnt them , think i have vomited many time on my way home during N lvl . hope to see uu in school next year although we are not in the same class anymore but we still can spend recess time tgt like how we used to . really gonna miss the time with uu around <33

2009-12-30T17:12:00.002+08:00

i feel like blogging but idk wat to blog bout . stay at home ytd as im broke i didnt get to go to supperclub . kinda sad . feel like going back to school but thinking of all the hard work i have to put in really make me feel scare . but think going back to school is the only way to stop me from thinking of other things . chatted on phone with sam & arhhjingg last night . after hanging , i cant get to sleep although i know im tired . brushing up some of my feelings & told myself i have to cheerup . i dun used to be so weak , dun used to be so lonely , dun used to be down but ever since problems in school , i turn out to be like this . i turn to be so optimism . i think alot & get myself hurt in the end . i told myself not to be like tat again but sorry , i cant do it . i wish to go bac kto the cheerful side of me but i cant seems to pull myself back . i seems to be laughing happily but sometime , i dun think its my real self . i used to hate being alone , being lonely . but now , i seems to loved it . wanna be alone & let my mind settle down for a min . if there is a big field for me to run , i would & of course i will scream out everything on my mind .

going down to batok later to take my school skirt . feel like going down to pick meihui but idk if i should . tmr is the last day of 2009 . lots of things happen in this year & really wish this upcoming year would be better .

2009-12-29T15:27:00.002+08:00

watched Avatar ytd night with javier , sam , arhhjing , jonathan & one more i dk is who . i get to see him again . WEEEEEEE~~~~ train to batok to meet sam then talk cock alot on our wat to yinhui house . waited for yinhui & went to buy my batt . exp can . den trained down to jurong to pei yinhui wait for zhiming . after tat me & sam trained down to ps to meet javier . mafan de him . i having dinner till half have to go pick him up . after dinner waited for arhhjingg to come den walked to cathy for our movie . its a nice show afterall . but the starting part where the wild dogs or smth trying to kill him or wat scare me bahh . those creature like monster sia . after movie cabbed down to chinatown for supper & played truth or dare , or can say its all dare lah . so damn malu sia . SHHHH ~~ only those ppl there know wat happen :x walkwalk den cabbed home . sorry guys have to make uu guys walk back . reached home bath & cant really get to sleep . keep waking up for no reason . cant go for today supperclub although i really feel like going & its supperclub lehh . the club which i think its the best other den powerhouse . but thinking it again , going there doing the same things & spending money on cab fair really make me feel so tired . actually , i wanna go cuz he is going ... OMGGG !!! but too bad , i cant make it . tmr is the last day of 2009 . wondering where are we going to countdown . wanted to go meihui house but now cancel . siann . sure is places where i need to spend money again :(

2009-12-27T18:20:00.010+08:00

FIRSTLY , HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO
FUCHEN & MY DEAREST MEIHUI <33

wat i wanna say was all written down on the card , hope uu like it & enjoy urself today <33>& head to topone while sam & junchin go get the cake . its a ktv luhh & its quite different from the others . got stage , smoke , 3mic & disco ball . have lots of fun inside & they said i drink food juice also will high . keep running to toilet cuz drink way too much le . spent 476 ( if im not wrong ) at the ktv . after tat went over to mac to play truth or dare . SUPERDUPER HENG I NVR KANA AT ALL . NOT EVEN ONCE . SUPER HENG . if not im going to be dead meat . yingmei & yinhui go off first as yingmei is not feeling well . follow by sam & meihui cuz sam is having a bad toothache . left me , jiexin , arhhjing & jeff waiting for the first train . was shock tat the very first train also full of ppl sia . reached home , bathed & wanted to blog but cam no batt cant upload pics ><> sleep but i have to pull myself up if not at night i cant sleep le . photo will be on facebook .

SECONDLY , IM GONNA MISS UU GUYS <333>

school is reopening & some of uu are getting back to work & im sure our time spending tgt is going to be lesser & lesser . im gonna miss those time when we play tgt , ton tgt & stuff . lots of things to say but so little time . time really flies so fast tat our holiday is going to end . this upcoming year i really dun have the time to play anymore . O lvl is coming & i have less den half a year to prepare when im so fcuking weak in studies . jiayouss junchin , yingmei , yinhui & me who are taking O lvl next year .

To samantha : thanks mama for giving me so much laughter whenever im with uu . uu always love to disiao me & make me so damn ps infront of arhhjing . thanks alot for taking care of me in genting when im drunk & im sorry to push uu away when uu tried to come over to help me . LOVEUULOTS

To meihui : thanks laogong for bring arhhjing out so tat i know him :x yup , like i said i show uu attitude & stuff , uu didnt gaveup on me & staying by my side no matter wat happen . really going to miss the time spending with uu . LOVEUULOTSTOO

To jeff : thanks daddy for helping me in genting when im drunk like shit ass . uu never fail to make me laugh . jiayouss in ur study alright & save more money so tat we can go out have fun again next time ^^

To yinhui : thanks alot for the present uu brought from korea . hope uu like the present i brought for uu fron genting . uu too , never fail to make me laugh with ur cold jokes . gonna miss uu lots alright . jiayouss for our upcoming O lvl & like wat uu said , we are going poly tgt in 2 years time <33 & also tgt with arhhjingg . cannot leave me aside .

LASTLY , TO UU ONGJUNCHIN (:

how long we know each other arhh ? a month ? i also dk . wondering when can see uu again when we live so far & we gonna study real hard next year . sorry for making you so ps in genting infront of the malaysia friends & also hitting uu with the mic just now . was shock cuz ur face suddenly change . jiayouss orhh ~ & also , get well soon alright . go see a doctor if haven recover in a few days time . im gonna miss spending time with uu babyy . miss the time when we go clubbing tgt , going over to koven & uu helped me to carry the books , ton at sharif place & uu lend me to cover when i was freaking scare of the movie , patting me to sleep in genting & cheering me up . lastly , im gonna miss uu lots man <33

2009-12-25T23:18:00.004+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS PEEPOS <33
so fast jiu xmas le . time really pass real fast . went out ytd night cuz sam & arhhjingg say wanna go club . tot it was my very last club before school reopen on the 4th jan but ended up we didnt go in cuz there were way too much ppl . party box should have choosen a bigger place when its christmas eve . went to eat at laopasa den cab down to V3 . wanted to go in but in the end nvr . meihui have to reach home by 3 so she went off first . left me , sam , arhhjingg & jiexin . walk all the way to chinatown & wondering where to go . walkwalk eateat all & jiexin went off first . 3 of us walk & talk cock till 6 plus den bused home . reach home all go sleep liao but i still come online till 930 den sleep . sleep all the way to 7+ den wakeup . wondering if i can sleep later . tmr going out to celebrate meihui's 18 bd . wondering wat to get for her & wat to wear when she gave us the theme of ' dolldoll ' . tmr there is also club . i wanna go , really . just before school reopen pls . cuz when school reopen , i used com like how i used to , cant sleep like pig , have to pick up tuitions & really need to work hard cuz its sec5 . a year tat i cant play with . uploaded pic on fb . wanted to upload on blog but think it will be very long . Yuki Yaki pic & Xmas pic <33>

2009-12-24T02:07:00.003+08:00

IM FINALLY BACK FROM MALAYSIA (:
trip to malaysia was okay lahh , but i dun really enjoyed myself except KL . stayed over night at sam's place they night before we set off . jeff daddy was there when i reached . talk cock & order mac as we where hungry . slept for an hour & its time to set off .

DAY 1
bused to KL & check in hotel . was having some problems bout the hotel thingy but its was settle by meihui's arhhyi , auntie amy (: the room was quite big luhh , can run around . put down our things & when to times square for dinner . its simply sux luhh . i dare not eat japanese food in malaysia again . started to shop around . did medicure tgt with meihui & sam . jeff will have to wait for us & listen to the 3 of us kp . LOL . brought a heels & some clothings . went back to hotel & off to lady street for supper . was okay lahh . jeff cant stop eating lahh . he eat so damn much can . went back hotel & shared room with sianning , meihui , fuchen & junchin . feel weird luhh . cuz they all cousin & im the only outsider . the first to fall asleep as arhhjing was watching football & tat make me so bored luhh . wakeup & found at arhhjing was sleep right on the floor beside the bed . open eye jiu see dao him . shocked dao can .

DAY 2
had breakfast at kfc & started to shop again . but awhile nia cuz we have to rush for the bus up to genting . nearly fall asleep on my way up . reach there waited for the guys awhile & the hotel room was SUPERDUPER long can . few hours leh . went around to meet sam's malaysia friends & tat makes me laugh like mad can . 3 joker , arhhjingg , jeff & fuchen . they simply make me laugh like fcuking madd . had our dinner & when to club for the first night , not really tat fun as singapore luhh . went back hotel quite late & everyone was sleeping liao .

DAY 3
move to another room as there will be a extra room tat day . me , meihui & sianning used tat room . feel bit scary cuz i was sleeping all alone on one bed & the window was just behide me . went to ktv & sang like shit can . my voice simply sux on tat day . went back hotel to take a nap & when i wokeup , i realise im all alone in the room . went downstair to walkwalk & brought things to eat & went back to auntie linda room . meihui they all came over to find me as they found tat i was missing when she went back to take her jacket . walk around & sit there slack . meihui & sianning go back room first den left me , arhhjing , sam , sera , jeff , justin & mickey . we started to play truth or dare . was like shit luhh but its fun . i have to jump down from a chair & act like a monkey . LOL . but its better den arhhjing who have to dance with mickey with cheesy song if im not wrong . tat makes everyone laugh like mad luhh . went back to hotel at 4 i think .

DAY 4
can say its the last day for us . wakeup & pei meihui over to send auntie amy off . meetup with the rest & off we go . found tat justin took off tat day just to accompany us . wanted to go theme park but never go as some of them dun wanna go . went for shopping & brought until i no money can . LOL . went back to hotel & rest & had dinner at pizza hut . thanks auntie linda for the dinner :D after tat we went to club again & i was drunk again tgt with meihui but dun think she is tat drunk as i . LOL . i cried & shout like mad dog . LOL . anyway thanks arhhjingg for patting me to sleep & sorry to say those things luhh .

LAST DAY
its the last day . feeling bit sad luhh cuz we have to leave genting & cant see our malaysia friends . miss my son , yuanyuan , justin , laughing gas , arhhgua , yiqi & mickey . sorry didnt take pic with all of uu as my cam not in a good mood . had breakfast at their working place & off we go . was shock tat justin & mickey gave each of us a card . thanks alot . hope uu guys enjoyed urself these few days . bused back to singapore & cab home after tat . went down to batok for my class bbq & meetup with yinhui to pass her her present . hope uu like it okay . sorry cuz idk how to choose gift .

overall , this trip was still okay lahh . but , i didnt really enjoy . feel really sad bout the theme park thing cuz i went to genting 3 times & i nvr get a chance to go to outdoor theme park . i dun blame uu guys . but i will really consider if i should go genting again . sorry . pic will be uploaded other days :D

2009-12-18T21:08:00.002+08:00

ITS PARTY TIME PPL !!!

finally , i got back my N lvl result . was shocked to see mdm chen actually came back to see us . to see how we did for our N lvl . really miss her lots man . result is better den wat i expected & but im still not happy with the points i get . but overall , im happy like hell can . cheerup alright ppl who cant make it . after taking result , went to lot 1 to meet mummy & i hug her & cried as i dun think i make them proud . they said i did way better den my bro & they are really happy tat im going sec 5 but still , i dun think this way . i really have to work hard next year & i promise i will really try my best . treated them pizza hut as i gotten my pay . eat till damn full can . BROTHER !!! UU OWNED ME MY DS . UU SAID IF I GET INTO SEC5 UU WOULD BUY IT FOR ME !!! I WAN A PINK ONE :) reach home started packing my stuff till now still haven finish & yet im here blogging . will be leaving tmr morning to malaysia KL & genting early in the morning . going over to sam house later to stay overnight . i really hope i could settle down my feelings & enjoy this holiday . grats sam for getting top in ur school , arhhjingg & monkey for getting into sec5 too . those tat cant make it , its not the end yet . uu guys might not be good in studying but im sure uu guys are good in other things ^^ gtg soon . will miss uu guys real lots . sorry i cant make it for my class bbq on 23 dec . hope uu guys enjoy urself (:

SEC5 , HERE I COME (:

2009-12-18T06:52:00.002+08:00

so damn tired & worried . now its 6.52 & im still awake . just now went to st james . haiishh , seriously its not fun at all . lots of problem sia . arhhjingg kana ban for going in but still manage to seek in later on . see some superduper unhappy stuff . sorry arhhjingg if i showed uu attitude . sorry to _ _ _ tat i shouted at uu & stuff . cabbed home & feel bit regret cuz they go eat sia . im so hungry & have to wait till my maid wakeup & cook for me . thanks anyway . reached home & i started to feel so damn stress & scare . i really dun wanna know my result . i know its going to fail anyway . like i said to arhhjingg , if i pass , i can take train to his house & say hello den come back home again . really . but its cant seems to be happening . anyway , someone told me to rest awhile so okay bahh . have to be good girl mahh . LOL

ARHHJINGGG !!! DUN LISTEN TO WAT SAMANTHA SAY . SHE TALK COCK DE !!!

2009-12-17T02:38:00.002+08:00

im so damn tired ~~ stay at home ytd as i wanna be a good girl to let mama & papa happy :x went out with my lovely today . meet meihui & samantha at jurong den train-ed down to lavender to take meihui passport . waited for so long luhh . but its okay as we dun have anything to do . after tat went to orchard for dinner . had coffee club ^^ the food there are quite nice luhh . walk around & sit at centerpoint de mac . wanted to catch a movie but didnt as no more time slot le . train-ed to bugis to meet arhhjingg . went to shesha again . meihui have to go early so we left at 11 . train-ed home & was damn tired luhh .

thinking bout tmr powerhouse make me feel bit sad luhh . cuz i really dun have the mood to go party at this time when my N lvl result will be out the very next day . im really scare to take my result & i know im gonna fail it for sure . i dun have any confident in myself . feeling so damn scare + sad + STRESS !!! thinking tat im going to malaysia the very next day after we get our result really make me no mood for holiday . i wonder if im able to sleep tmr . im really feeling so scare . diana texted me & said she feel they way too . i guess tat it bahh . wat done is done . but im for sure gonna cry when i get my result . even if its not in front of my friends but when im alone at home . mummy & daddy will nvr know how much effort i put in & the most suay thing is tat i fall sleep when im having my papers . they keep saying i nvr study but i already did my best . even if i go to ite , its not a bad thing . at least ite wan me & its the path i chosen . i will have to face it myself .

2009-12-16T00:10:00.002+08:00

found this pic on the internet & found tat its quite nice . idk wat is happening to me these few days . my mood keep goes up & down & i really cant get to sleep at night . maybe its mood swing bahhs . im feeling so tired & i no matter how loud i scream , i still cant let my feelings out . i really need sometime to cool myself down . sorry to ppl who are around me tat i show attitude to . its just tat i cant control my own temper . i really hate when night fall cuz its time when im really alone , really lonely . my phone is totally silent & the msg i really wish to see didnt appear . im wondering wat if this happen in genting ? i talk to RichCOKER ( my audi friend ) today & he told me relax . treat him as a friend & try to talk to him . but i really dk wat to talk about . i really dun feel good when i keep hearing ur msges from other ppl handphone . im not here to say anything but im saying the truth is tat im really jealous . but dun cuz of me affect ur relationship with him alright even if its just friend .

To Meihui :
sorry laogong , idk how to cheer uu up at this point of time when uu are feeling really down . i know uu are having lots of problems but dun worry alright . i can be ur listening ear . everything will be fine , im sure . if uu really wanna end tat relationship , den end it . tat is all i can say . im sure uu can find someone even better den him . anything just give me a call alright . cheerup <33

2009-12-15T04:21:00.002+08:00

idk wat to post at all . im feeling so ..... alot feelings . it should be happy . sad , jealous or wat ? i know im jealous . i know im but ... haiishh . i really have no mood to blog lahh . sorry ppl .

2009-12-14T17:41:00.002+08:00

im feeling so dame ... i dk how to explain it . i simply have no mood to do anything even audi . i dun feel like online , i dun feel like eating , i dun feel like going out . i just wanna sleep as long as i like & let time pass . im not tired . i just dun feel like anything . cuz when im awake , uu are always in my mind . i told myself last time to stop after talking on phone with mama . sorry mama . went out to meet samantha & meihui at vivo last night . thanks daddy for driving the there . walk around vivo then train down to paya lehba ( idk how to spell lahh . ) to meet arhjingg . meihui is feeling upset & trying to fix her reltionship . cheerup okay . after tat we found tat we miss the last train . i was like JIALAT LAHH . GG.COM . cuz daddy say if i dun go home early , i wont be able to get my weekly pocket money . but lucky thanks to meihui , samantha & arhjingg . thanks for the cab & sorry to make uu all walk so far . but not i say wan walk de hor . is mama say de :x but still , im sorry . reach home online & my fcuking internet got problem again . so i have to call mama to talk to let the time pass . talktalktalk den no mood le . sorry mama , dun feel bad or wat hor . im okay ^^ after hanging , i simply have no mood to sleep & i cant get to sleep too . idk wat im thinking . i just sit dere & listening to the same old song over & over again & i wakeup today at 430 . i was like wtf . half a day is gone . GOOD . i dun have to think so much . haiishh . will be meeting mama later for dinner but i seriously dun feel like going out . im sorry .

2009-12-13T04:33:00.002+08:00

its 433am and im still awake . ppl are sleeping so soundly & yet im still here blogging . i cant get myself to sleep . i know if this goes on , on my trip to genting im going to be so dead . really have to change the timing im go to bed .

something is bothering me since ytd . idk why i keep thinking . maybe its truth . but im bit sick & tired of relationship . so friends is still the best . wat else can compare to friendship ? i nvr used to think this way & ur the first one . maybe uu are special or maybe it cuz ... reason cant be said out or else everyone will know & i guess uu will be avoiding me . i enjoy myself talking to uu & spending time with uu . but i guess time flies way too fast tat im not able to catch up . i really feel like giving uu a text but idk wat to say to uu . its like speechless ? maybe . stay happy alright . meet up soon ^^

feeling so tired & yet cant get to sleep . THIS FEELING SIMPLY SUX !! laughh . samantha mama & arhhjingg arhh . no more copying me okay . i will have to charge uu guys for copyright liao arhh . hahas . cant wait for the trip to genting . its just 6days away only . was lucky luhh . daddy didnt scolded for ytd thingy cuz i came home at 10+ or maybe 11 . not sure bout the time but im damn sleepy lahhs can . had gastric problem again . GRR !! hate it can . slept at 12 & wokeup at 530+ . online & found tat arhhjingg sleep longer den me . laughh . pig lahh uu . hehes .

gonna try to get to sleep no matter wat . ><

2009-12-12T07:10:00.002+08:00

its so early in the morning & everyone is still sleeping . currently at sharif house cuz we stay over night here with samantha , siti , arhhjing & I-Z . watch a horror movie just now . thanks arhhs arhhjing for letting me to cover . idk wat the hell im thinking & cant get to sleep . i really dk . dun ask me question like why cant sleep ? wat uu thinking ? SERIOUSLY IDK . smth is bothering me . i see a future tat wont happen . maybe is i think way too much or smth bahhs .

To samantha : uu dun anyhow think arhhs . cuz uu will always anyhow think de . den later make me damn fcuking ps .

im so sleepy lahhs can . wondering wat time im going home later , wondering how am i going home later .

To all who stay overnight : im sorry to be passing the flu around . go home & rest okay . im really sorry bout it :(

2009-12-09T04:35:00.003+08:00

Monday
went to meet sam as we were going down to bugis to fixed her cam . thanks me arhhs cuz i know how to read tat map . if not uu have to spend ur money on cab again ^^ after tat trained down to dk where ( dk how to spell lahhs . ps ) to meet junchin for dinner . had just acia for dinner . after dinner we decided to catch a movie but all the timing was cmi lahhs . so went to shesha . i dun think its nice lahhs . dun really like it . leave at 10+ & home sweet home

Tuesday
went out with my lovely samantha mummy today . meet her at batok & train down to kovan to meet junchin there . my sis was tagging along as i need to help her buy her books . went to wing tai to collect sam's pay . made lots of sound there & was laughing like hell . after tat went back to heartland mall for dinner . had KFC for dinner & went to popular to get my sis's books . thanks arhhs junchin for helping to take . after tat junchin went home as he wants to change his clothes as he is going down butter fac . we girls then trained to sam house as my sis wanted to go . leave at 10pm . was damn tired . actually wanted to go butter fac . but thinking tat its small + i dun have the money to go so forget it . wait till i come back to malaysia den go party bahhs ^^ reached home & online . audi & chatting on msn with zhihao , my sunzi . & this is wat he said & make me damn happy lahhs can .
To zhihao : arhmah no badbad k . i got draw saying ' arhmah love uu hor ' . arhma best okay .

Feeling so damn sleepy now can . wanna turn in soon . goodnight readers <33

10 more days to malaysia <33

2009-12-07T02:47:00.002+08:00

went to watch new moon ytd . its so damn fcuking nice lahhs can . watch with my beloved monkey . thanks for giving me to bully luhhs :D sorry samantha mama . was unable to meet uu cuz i watch rushing for the movie . watched it at cine . was far lahhs . plus we watch the 9pm one . so ended was like going 12 + i think . took night rider home as 190 de last bus go le . reached home at 1 + . when to sleep at 6 + & wokeup at 3++ . audi the whole day . went to yewtee at night & audi till now . talking on phone with samantha & msging my beloved monkey & zhihao . going down to bugis tmr to fixed samantha de cam . hope it will be done before we go malaysia okay . haiishh . weijie's mom said N lvl will be out on the 15 dec . which is like 2 more weeks only . why isit before i go oversea . spoil my mood sia . haiishh . im sure going to let my parents disappointed . im sorry mummy & daddy & even my brother . i already did my best . but i know the result tat is coming out is not as good as uu guys expected . sorry .

2009-12-05T03:15:00.003+08:00

went out with my lovely today . enjoyed myself anyway . meetup with meihui laogong & yinhui at batok first . sorry i was veryvery late . cuz uu all say meet 430 but 5 i was still at home . so sorry . trained to jurong to meet ruth & trained to marina . went to yuki yaki for dinner . quite nice lahhs . fun part is tat we where able to ' fried ' our own icecream . thanks to jeff daddy for helping us to make our icecream so successful . samantha & randell came bit later but they still able to enjoy the dinner with us . happy 10th month for the both of uu . stay happy alright . no more quarrel liao hor & randell try to spend more time with mama okay ^^ walk around like zombie like tat cuz we all have no idea where to go . at last they say go pool . jeff daddy make a move first as he is meeting his friend . they guys went for pool while me , ruth . meihui & yinhui play carcar . i won i won :D li hai hor . meihui also not bad lahhs . is i play cheat go bang her den her car fly den i win de :x after pool den train home le . tired luhhs . meeting my beloved monkey tmr to watch new moon . cant wait sia . wanting to watch this movie like hell but no one wan accompany me even tat NGWEIJIE . humph . see uu tmr monkey :D

2009-12-02T01:50:00.006+08:00

went out with my beloved today . cant wait to go malaysia with them can . but wasted yinhui not coming as she is going korea . will be missing uu alright . dun forget my present for korea can le & mama de present with 2 more zips :x had lots of laugher today . had dinner at buger king & i realise tat i seem to be eating lesser den wat i used to . thanks mama for helping me to finish . laugh . chat with meihui awhile & went to nearby block to slack while waiting for meihui to finish her work . tat was when the fun part comes . yinhui make us laugh like mad can . tooks pictures , those blurblur one is mama de lousy phone :x but better den nth :) will be going down to jurong point again tmr cuz mama wan to buy her clothes & i need to return meihui her jacket if not she is going to be freeze to death . laugh .

2009-12-01T02:39:00.002+08:00

human do changed & i think i should . im sorry for doing tat monkey & i know how am i to uu le . uu can say im thinking too much again or wat ever it is . i used to be foolish & i always think ahead of how other feel & tends to forget bout my own . it seems to be a good point but also a bad one cuz im way too sensitive , i always think way too much .

im born like tat & i cant help it . im scared of hurting the others but in end , the one getting hurt is always me . after all these while , i think i really should change . lessons has taught me how to let go & now i have to change my personally ( wonder if i spell correct ) . if im meant to uu , den im sorry . if im way too nice to uu , pls tell me . i dun wan to be the good guy who always think of how other ppl feel & getting myself hurt like fucking shit & no one cares or even know bout it . i still cry like a baby but i promise to be strong .

for wat uu msg just now , really hurt & i admit im . im way too sensitive & im the way uu said . for wat i did , im sorry . i didnt know uu hate ppl for doing tat . tat all i can say .

2009-12-01T00:13:00.002+08:00

so many things to blog . hope blogger no more problem & let me post .

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when to supperclub with my dearst meihuil laogong , samantha mummy , yinhui babe & arhhjing ^^ actually is go V3 , thai club lai de . but smth happen so we go supperclub instead . was bit dulan lahhs . cuz they told me i will have a guest list but in the end i have to pay . haiishh . but i think its th best of all bahhs . cuz not many ppl like other club & got bed sia . can lie there & sleep de . cabbed home . have to use my nets to pay again . sian . my bank no money le lahhs . sadded :( reach home online till 6+ den sleep .

281109

morning accompany my bro to sim lim square to repair his com . thanks for the bobo chacha . waitied for quite sometime & cabbed home . reach home rest not even an hour have to go out again . cabbed down to IMM with family to celebrate my grandma birthday . went to long beach for dinner . the food there was okay lahhs . cant finish lahhs . too much le . way too full . cabbed home again & bro say the com is not fixed . have to go down again . sianed .

291109

went down to sim lim square again to fixed the com . waitied even longer then ytd . thanks for my lunch + dinner arhhs kor ^^ he have to rush back to camp so cab home . sorry meihui laogong . was unable to accompany uu . will makeup for it next time <33

301109

last day of nov le . xmas is coming . weeeee~~ will be going oversea with meihui laogong & samantha mummy again this year to malaysia genting . looking forward for it . stayed at home the whole day . audi & chatted on msn . bored . i missed my working days , althought its very tiring but its way better den staying at home doing nth but just playing audi . haiishh . any jobs ? laugh . yuzhen will be coming over tmr . ^^

2009-11-28T05:39:00.005+08:00

wakeup this morning & found tat there is 5 msges waiting for me to reply & there is one i nvr tot he would msg me . its you youyouyou . changed & went down to vivo to meet sam . den after tat bused to her house & changed . thanks mama <33 FUCK BLOGGER . WAT I WRITE CANT BE POSTED

2009-11-27T02:21:00.002+08:00

why am i feeling this way again ? i seem to be walking back to past . a past tat have been left behide longlong ago . idk how to explain it but i realize i have been visiting ur blog all these time even when we nvr even talk . i seem to be walking back . i seem to be feeling happy when you told me ur relationship with her was over . but it getting back again . idk wat to say . pls , i had a hard time getting over you & i dun wanna go back to the past . i dun even think we would have a new beginning ever again . idk why i still went to places we used to go & sit there for hours . thinking back all the memories , its just make my feelings coming back . i feel so lost & speechless . i wish to call you baby once again . but i know its all my foolish thinking . stay happy bah & give her happiness . wish you all the best .

2009-11-26T00:10:00.010+08:00

prom photo too much le . so post on facebook . wan see den go facebook see bah
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went out with my sis today to orchard to pass my punch card & walkwalk . brought mummy birthday present , hope she like it . anyway , HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY !!! wondering how daddy will celebrate later . mummy say she wan eat crab . chili crab ^^ hope no dinner at home cuz i love going outside for dinner :x

2009-11-25T01:08:00.006+08:00

FINALLY ~~~ prom is over . enjoyed myself today . omg .. everyone dress so nicely . i think mine simply sux luh can . thanks diana for everything & grats . thanks for the makeup , thanks for those ride & everything . hope you enjoyed urself today . & also , thanks weijie mum for helping me to do my nails . i really loved it . thanks alot . couldnt go to sleep ytd night think is cuz i always sleep so late . ytd very early sleep cant get use to it . wakeup at 1030 , perpare & go over to diana house . went there to prepare & stuff . we were like the first to reach the hotel . omg . but nvm . slowly more & more ppl came lah . the food was okay luh .. starting was nice but to the end , the food all sux lah . not nice can . took pictures but will upload some other time bah . not tired sia me now . audi-ing with qiaohui later ^^ tmr will be going over to diana house to collect my things . thanks alot sweetie . see you tmr ^^

2009-11-21T16:31:00.002+08:00

went out with my dearest meihui laogong & samantha mummy ytd . cuz was quite a long time nvr meet them le . meet meihui & yewtee . sorry i was late & make you wait . train-ed down to amk to pass them to her stead de house . den go back amk hub meet sam . mummy , dun be so shocked leh .. cool down :D walkwalk den go bishan to meet meihui de stead . had subway for dinner . i cant wait to go malaysia again with mummy they all . i cant miss it this time . but i dk if i can go . den meet jun chin ( meihui de cousin cam my so call ' baby ' ) . MUMMY DUN SNATCH FROM ME LEH .. laugh .. joking lai de . went to V3 . its a thai pub lah .. nth much luh . denlyn ( dk got spell correct ) friend make me drink >.< vomit in the end . thanks meihui for the plastic bag . home bath & sleep luh . same sleepy . wakeup audi luh . found tat something happen .

i cant stop you from going over . but i dun really wish you would go over . not i dun wan . is tat there is someone there who i dun like . & he simply look down on me can . yah , i maybe weak . but so wat . you were once weak too right . dun be so pround of urself . one day , you will fall let me tell you tat . maybe you dun mean it , but it seriously hurts me . so wat if you are in a bad mood . i talk nicely & you reply me back in such way . i will prove to you , im not weak like i used to . even though i still cant win you but at least i have improve . i dun need ur comment . so keep it to urself . you know who you are . no need me to explain so much . pass fam master to me will make the fam lose face . i will rmr it .

2009-11-18T12:41:00.002+08:00

rebonded my hair ytd ^^ was happy to see the result . den go back to school to take my prom ticket .. kuku lah . why they change the place to york hotel . so jiao de . no good no good . humph . but nvm bah . didnt meet diana ytd , sorry sweetie . den train to amk to take my contact lenses . so easy to wear luh .. dk why ppl need take so long to wear . some wear le drop , so wear le pain , so wear le cry . but only know i wear le , eyes get bit tired . maybe its the first time bah . ^^

2009-11-14T21:11:00.001+08:00

FINALLY , I GOT MY PROM DRESS :) when to meet siti at cck den tot will be back home after meeting her but we went to town . haha .. wait for javier at redhill . funny luh . we was sitting right infront of him but he nvr see dao us & walk around the mrt station looking for us . den train-ed to orchard . walk around cuz javier wan shopshop . after tat went to far east . brought my dress dere . weeeee~~ thanks siti for helping me to choose & advice ^^ going to rebond my hair on tuesday . cant wait sia . should i go out tmr with sam they all cuz long time no meet le & ALL OF THEM OFF TMR . idk should go anot leh .......

2009-11-13T01:27:00.002+08:00

WEEEEEE~~~ today no work . when to houkang to meet up with jiunjye & alex . den bused to sengkang . so many ' kang ' . blur si wo . den slack at alex house there till 10 den he send me to bus stop . have to wakeup tmr at 630 to pei korkor go his camp for wat family day . humph . i miss my sleep :( will i be meeting alex tmr ? idk leh ... :)

2009-11-12T13:47:00.008+08:00

finally 2 weeks jobs was over . kinda miss the place & ppl over there . lots of stuff to do man .

1 ) ~~get my prom dress~~
2 ) ~~get a~~ ~~clutch for prom~~
3 ) ~~rebond my hair by 23nov~~
4 ) get my nails done by 23nov also ( done )
5 ) facial to be done ( done )

so many things but so little time & guess wat , i have been chatting on phone last night till 5am . its been so long since i last chat on phone for so long .

2009-11-05T10:16:00.002+08:00

GRRR .... dulan with my phone . keep dun wan give my com read so no photo today :( work morning shift ytd . was okay lah .. at first tot was scary . but in the end , its nth lah . haha . count the stock & stuff nia . thanks junjie for helping me to count . finish work & 6 den train to amk to meet mummy . FINALLY I GOT MY CONTACT LENSES !!! YES !! & also i got the face wash i wanted . thanks mummy . think next time i work morning shift better . cuz can go home early & i do have a good sleep ytd night . SI MONKEY !! you good . no banana for you . hate die you :x

2009-11-03T00:47:00.003+08:00

dieing like tis teddy . sometime , human dun know how to cherish till they have lost it . just like me . regrets has filled up my life . idk wat to say , dk wat to do . i feel so lost being alone . i cant stop myself missing you . i cant stop myself to stop looking at my phone if i have ur msg . whole day , not a single msg from you . i feel ... speechless . maybe , this is the best for the both of us . istilloveyoubaby but i have to let go someday & i will . give me sometime bah .

today's work was boring . MONDAY NO PPL DE . can fall asleep anytime de sia . dk wat to post leh . but i feel smth weird from zhibin . maybe is i think too much bah . but if its true , im sorry to say i cant accept you & maybe i wont bah . its easy to fall in love but forgetting someone need a really long time . so , im sorry . i still cant get over my ex . if is i think too much , den is i ps luh . haha . laugh si ren le . hope tmr not too busy cuz im all alone tmr night :(

2009-11-02T01:39:00.006+08:00

truth always hurts the most . idw to know anymore truth . i wont share the pain i go though . i wont talk bout the past , i will keep it deep in my heart . wat i do , i wont regret le . regret only brings ppl pity-ness . i dun need any of this . you dun need to feel guilty cuz i dun deserve anyone's love or care . im always i loner . no matter how painful it hurts , i will bare with it & i believe one day , i will walk out of it . hahaha . i realise wat i hate the most was wat im .
today's work was okay luh . sunday so quite alot of ppl . i saw my auntie shopping & she was quite shocked to see me working there . haha . today the ppl make me dame dulan luh . cuz i keep packing it back they go open . dulan sia . den stand till my leg got blueblack . kuku de . weak me . humph . after work pei zhibin for his dinner tgt with arh sam . thanks arh , arh sam for the meal . next time its our turn to treat le . had mac & home sweet home . need to rest le . tmr also got work . when den i can go shop for my prom clothes !!! & when can i rebond my hair + haircut & when can i get my contact lenses !!!

2009-10-31T11:25:00.003+08:00

MYLEGSHURT :(

1St day at work was like wahh .. cuz i everything also dk . den the auntie there all so unfriendly de . not only i say luh . the ppl downstair working long le also say those auntie upstair de very ' yaya ' . thanks arh eugene , zhibin & david for teaching me the stuff & everything . our bags cannot bring in de . have to put at the security dere . standstandstand & pack the clothes . was easy lah , but tiring . when no ppl arh , really can fall asleep . was able to go home at 1opm . take 190 home . the bus was so dame full can . stand till my legs going break anytime . reach home was dame tired lah . no time to blog so bath & sleep le . going work afterward . ^^

2009-10-29T12:31:00.004+08:00

TIREDTIREDTIRED !!!

was feeling dame tired luh . finally found a job but its at taka but its alright :) will be starting later . hope it will be fine . but better den everyday staying at home & doing nth except audi-ing . finally im lvl 21 as my last time de acc was ban if not zao jiu backup or even main le :( this few days was dame tired for me luh . monday went out with qiaohui early in the morning to pei her take chalet key for her bro . dame tried luh cuz the night before was on phone with monkey till 3am & im awake at 8.45am . yao wo de ming arh !!! the chalet was small & i think its dirty luh . so i will never book there de . NO WAY !!! i rather spend much more to get a better place . after tat train to qiaohui house . stay there till 6+ den went home loveparty . finally we pass it . workinf hard to get the next cuz its very far away . 1100 hearts leh & we were not even halfway yet . just 460 hearts nia . no matter wat , im going to chiong & win evoprince ring .

den yesterday went to monkey house to charge my psp cuz my bro took the charger to camp . kuku one . chatchat & monkey bully wo :( went off at 6+ cuz monkey got work . sorry leh . you know why i say sorry for . train home & audi awhile den confer on phone with jiesi aiai . so many ppl inside till i cant heard a thing . its way too noisy lah . like market + farm . laugh dao wo yao si kiaokiao . hang den chat with monkey . stupid monkey keep bully wo . nvm . no banana for you only . haha . today wokeup by my gan hubby . fall back asleep but awhile jiu wakeup le . cant really sleep . dun know wat is wrong or dk wat is bothering me till i cant get back to sleep . maybe im scare tat im late for work . but den the boss msg me say report at 3.30pm so its okay . have time for me to slowly make my way there . promise to blog everyday . but if i didnt , sorry cuz i maybe too busy :)

2009-10-26T00:30:00.006+08:00

231009pass our wedding lic again on the 23oct as qiaohui last time acc got problem . ^^ but hor , so suay luh . pass the flower to MEMO !!! ROAR !!! no lah .. jk de . not suay k . is like so dame heng luh cuz in msn i say later throw dao you den you know den really kana him . haha . after tat tag heart !!! i wanna win prince's ring lah .. kuku he laugh at us .. sua . one day it will be our turn to laugh at him .

241009

when out with marilyn to orchard as she wan to look for her job . she make me so hungry luh .. but nvm . she give me bully back ^^ happy si le . hahahah . sorry arh . was late tat day . was very tired luh tat day . fall asleep in train when i was on my way back home . heng i wakeup on time to get down .

251009

was being wokenup by my bro cuz he come in my rm & kahjiao my sis sleep den she keep shoutshout . online awhile den go out with my bro to fixed his psp at yewtee after tat to NUH as he is not feeling well . get well soon okay . cab home & i have to go buy cake for him . photo will be uploaded next time cuz someone on phone cant wait le .. keep saying ' im bored ' & ' typetypetypetypetype ' :x

2009-10-22T14:46:00.002+08:00

dk wat to post cuz feeling so dame lose . lose in my own world . everything is gone . dk wat to say , dk wat to do . how useless can i be . putting all my effort in relationship seems to be wrong . when i need someone to talk to , i realise im left with no one . im left all alone . feelings between us seems to so fergile ( if never spell wrong ) . its broken so easily . i never wan to leave but i dun have a choice . im sorry & tat all i can say . sorry for everything . but seriously , my feelings toward you has never change . it seem so fake but its real . sometime when things changes , its time to let go . sorry baby . but memories was the best gift you gave me .

2009-10-20T13:14:00.002+08:00

idk wat this pic up there is bout but see nice den post :D lots of things to post .

181009 =)

baby went to malaysia genting le :( gonna miss you lots . come back soon okay . went to lot 1 to have dinner cuz wanna celebrate my brother birthday although its on the 271009 cuz on tat day he will be in camp & next week mummy is not in singapore . had sushi for dinner .. was nice luh . longlonglong time never eat with the whole family le . had lots of laugher lah . sorry no pic cuz i was too hungry & forget to take . 8+ den we have the sit sia . hungry si le .

191009 ^^

went to meet qiaohui at jurong point . found tat meihui laogong was working there as well . so went to look for her . chatchat awhile den me & qiaohui went for lunch . thanks arh ^^ next time my turn to treat le . walk around jurong point & its big lah . walk & askaskask till leg dame pain lah can . after tat head down to vivo & qiaohui bf came along . they two was funny luh . haha . vivo was also big luh . but never walk to whole vivo lah . went to topshop to look for samantha & yinhui but they were busy working lah . so nvm bah . den went to mac to eat icecream & chat luh . train home after tat den at the mrt got blood luh . drips of blood on the floor dun know who de . den we start to siam all the blood & guessing wat happen to tat person . went to lot1 to buy my dinner & home sweet home ^^

201009

as for today , wakeup & found tat audi in patching :( but nvm lah .. i have the time to update my stuff . waiting got baby to back from malaysia . wondering wat time will it be . very qi dai to see baby msg or even a call from baby ^^

2009-10-09T13:38:00.002+08:00

IM SICKSICKSICK !!! :(

die luh .. im sick & im having my N lvl paper :( math byebye le . paper 1 tat day head very pain + having flu . den ytd was math paper 2 & geo . keep vomiting the day before . eat wat den vomit wat . tot it will be okay by the next day but NO .. :( doing math paper till half feel like vomiting den simply not well lah . byebye my math :( thanks diana for sending me home by ur father's car ^^ monday last 2 paper le . POA paper 1 & 2 . jiayouss to all bah . after tat den all can relax & play like no one business le . have to save up for my prom le . porm is on the 24nov , monday . 7pm to 11pm at hilton hotel , orchard :) going back to school at 2 weeks time to get the ticket ^^ sorry laogong i cant go for the club on 15oct . i know you wish to see me there but im sorry .. i will get the ticket next time when i really feel like going bah . sorry . went to see doctor ytd night & doctor say im having stomach flu :( the medicine is making me dame sleepy luh .. plauing audi with eyes half open . sorry baby never wait for you to come back ytd & i go sleep le . hope you wont mind . lots of things happen in fam . this one chaojia , tat one chaojia . haiishh .. haocai i siam .. so its not my business . but try to cheerup ppl . cool down le den talk . dun so chong dong :( cant leave fam okay .. hope to see qiaohui back in fam :)